Fahrenheit united once again! Yea! They had a match with several stars AND KOBE BRYANT. Cool right. He's my Aaron's idol, so Aaron was totally acting lika fan! He's damn cuteeee! :D Chun was the leader, and he was damn good at basketball!:D But in the end they lost cos Kobe Bryant joined Jay Chou's team lol. 
Was sick since last Thursday, or is it Friday? Whatever. But terrible. As in, this whole week I didn't do anything meaningful, so it was like a week wasted. Decided not to go to school on Thursday since I ran out of medicine and wanted to see doctor. However, I went back to school again in the afternoon, there's pw ma. Somemore I am the leader, scared in the end all the stuff that they need were with me then kena scolded by Mdm Teo. But nonsense la ite Teo didn't even talk to my group. Shun bian went to Chem lecture, which is after pw. The lecturer chiong Organic Chem like wts. Everyone's totally confused and cannot catch up. My class super funnaye. When they saw me during pw they were super shocked hahah. I seriously can't stand not going to school lo, didn't go for school for only half day and I already miss my classmates so much.
That's what I've been telling myself. Because apparently I couldn't do what I told myself to do (I mentioned in the previous post!) about not getting emoish and affected easily by him. But.. just can't help it, especially when he's surprisingly naise and friendly this week, except ytd. Everything went wrong ytd, which left me totally sad and emo and unhappy and no mood and whatever negative emotions. HAIY. So, I have to constantly tell myself to act normal and not get so paranoid and etc. I will try to.... put aside my feelings. HAIYYYYYY.
That looks like what I am feeling now. On the verge on collapsing. Was so stress over pw, not only because Teo kept saying and commenting about me as a leader, but also the fact he was in my pw group. Sometimes talk to him he so impatient, or sounded impatient, which made me think if he was really impatient. I really don't know lo. He just made me so damn confused. Okay, sorry for wasting your time to read this post that is full of crap and over feelings and whatever shit. I shouldn't waste my life over this. Haha, so many times I just kept forcing myself to smile and take it like he doesn't affect me. Oh well.
Oh yea, rmb my previous post about the tweet. I found out who's the one who started talking about it and noticing me emo alone. Andddd, talked with Mel and another clique friend Nicole this wed. Confession time. Which made me feel a lot better, and happier. I'll cheer up, and make sure I am happy everyday.
