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你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里

2011-11-21T20:14:00.004+08:00

I dislike birthdays. Yea, use to anticipate and like it alot. But over the years it just got worse.. more like a burden I don't know why hahah. Yea the receiving presents part, guessing what presents you receive... quite cool. And then you will count the number of friends who remember your birthdays. And then you will see the messages you receive. Birthday suddenly becomes a day where you expect a lot from your friends, and then when things don't meet your expectations, you will be very disappointed. Self-centred people like to make a big fuss out of their birthdays, and expect alot from their friends.

Honestly I wonder who's the one who came out with "celebrating birthdays". Kind of stupid. Okay since today is my birthday that's why I am talking about all these. Haha. I find it kind of meaningless celebrating birthdays, and getting everyone to wish the birthday girl/boy happy birthday. Lika normal day only what. LOL.
So. Twentyfirst November. That's not my birthday. It's on thirtyfirst November. The fact that there's lectures spoil a little of it. Hehe.

话能说上一整天没有秘密不用隐瞒

2011-11-18T21:15:00.004+08:00

Still can't get over the fact that there're some changes made to my class. We don't really wanna accept them, and apparently the feelings' mutual. But from what we heard and observe, it's kind of obvious that they are way worse than us, I just hope they don't spoil our reputation or something. LOL.

Okay actually everyone is just carrying selfish thoughts. We are all protecting our state of transparency, hence unwilling to accept this breakdown. What're all these bold words about? Haha they are the main content gone through during our two hours long GP lecture today. o.o State of transparency = what we used to/expected situation or reaction

Breakdown = something that breaks this normal situation

It's okay if you don't understand.. Haha. Now that everyone's in a holiday mood, it's kind of difficult for us to get back to the study mood, seriously. Somemore they give us long hours of lectures, which are definitely inefficient la. Bad time management. LOL.

I feel as if I am complaining/ranting. Okay whatever. Just feel sore that some people left some people joining. Good thing is the whole class treasures one another a lot (: Hehe.

Anyway I've been going around publicising my birthday. So silly and stupid. but funny to see people's reaction when they look awkward cos they don't know my birthday. Hahaha. Tmr gonna go out with 臭屁五人组. Actually nothing much.. birthday approaching = finding suitable place to hide. One thing different is my birthday is an official school day :O That's lika first time hahaha.

Joined this Work Shadowing Programme. MINDS. Hope it gonna be fun. (:

The unexpected class spirit

2011-11-17T22:26:00.001+08:00

When I first came to this school, I came with doubt. I had no expectations of making friends. Honestly. I thought I would just stick to Melissa for the next two years and focus on my studies. "To hell with new friendship".

Then slowly by slowly, day by day, I began to realise how great my classmates are; how readily they accept everyone, even their weaknesses. I long foresee that this will be like Frontiers, full of class spirit.

Throughout the year I was generally close to everyone, but it was really during this pw period that we got so ever close. Everyone helps everyone. Everyone talks to everyone. We joke together, laugh together, eat together, even go toilet together. We have our own inside jokes. We have so many crazy moments.

And just when we are beginning to be so ever bonded, we are separated. One left, 3 retained, 6 joining.

The three that left, are important in my class. In fact, everyone's important! And the six joining... I don't know if they will affect my class, or give us attitude. Guess the guys will accept them faster than us.

From tmr onwards it's gonna be a brand new 11S24. . From the perfect 24 members to 26 members. Let's hope nothing changes. Or even if it changes, it will be for the better. Yes. That will be my birthday wish. Let the class be as united as now. 11S24 ftw! !

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Blessed

2011-10-25T10:33:00.003+08:00

For the past few months, I've been asking myself again and again and again for the purpose of doing pw. Recently I've got ready busy over WR. And OP. Had b

een living a rather dead life for the past few weeks, no family time :( No time spent with my friends :(

Am on MC today cos of gsstric. Went to see doctor again ytd.

Anyway, it was until yesterday that I really thank god that there's such thing called PW. PW doesn't seem that bad ytd, all thanks to my classmates.

Ytd I was in charge of cutting down the words. I tried so hard to cut them down but in the end still had alot of word. Too many words. Really damn pissed and exasperated and anxious yadayada. Being Jorin, I went around telling my classmat

es my 'misery'. And then they started helping. Ytd whole class stayed back till nine to do PW. And that's when I could feel the teamwork between us. Like, everyone tried to help everyone. My group is one of the slowest progress, and everyone tried to help us one way or another. When I'd any doubt, I would ask them, and they would be so ever willing to answer my questions! Like Halidah. She actually helped me do one part of my WR so that words could be further cut down. And RenKiat. Leona. Blablabla. That's

the part that made me really touched , and persevere to finish my cutting down of words for WR. (:

So it's kind of sad now, because maybe we won't be same class next year. Maybe 11S24 will be disbanded. Let's hope not. These classmates of mine are so wonderful that I really want to be classmates with them for another year.

So now I am sort of grateful that there's PW. At least I

can feel how nice my classmates are. At least I know how good my class is. So now

hopefully my group's WR will be done and approved, and sent to printing by today. :D

Talk about existence

2011-10-18T13:55:00.005+08:00

I am just wondering why you never take me as your choice. Is it because of the way I talk? Sometimes I think all the effort I have put in and all the stuff I've done are all wasted. Sometimes I think I am the only one who's producing productive work. Being the leader makes things very difficult for me. Doing all the crap work. It gets very tiring now and then, but I just try to psycho myself that this is nothing, and that life is like this -- unfair.

Today has been a bad day. Firstly early in the morning group members never do their work. Nvm, 'cause I never do much either. Then went to meet teacher. Some of her comments are unreasonable la. Okay actually it's really her tone that spoilt it all. Whole day did pw. Not productive at all which leaves me completely exhausted. And then when I came home took a little nap. Parents woke me up a short while later for no reason. Like wth? Not like I've been sleeping alot lately still wake me up. Forced to wake up = bad mood. And when Jorin Ng is in a bad mood, she will have all these evil thoughts and negative emotions, and she will just shoot at anyone that talks to her.

Trying to do pw now but I am just completely pissed. I don't know la. All these work like spoil alr. Say edit edit but all at different document and I don't even freaking know which part I or the others edit at which doc and yadayada. I hate these messiness, which worsened my mood. Great.

Throughout this whole year I have been trying to persevere through this torturous PW. Of course inevitably there will be conflicts within the group now and then. Sometimes this member doesn't agree with the other member. Sometimes this member always absent and the other member will be unhappy. Sometimes this member never do work and the other member thinks it's unfair. Yadayada. All the normal conflicts. The key point is to control the situation.

Sometimes it's get very tiring to get everything in control. We are all from different family cultures, different backgrounds. Whenever something happens, I will ask myself to calm down and try to be understanding. Put yourself in that person's shoes and think if it's reasonable. But me being understanding doesn't mean others can be. So the other member will occasionally vent anger on me, and argue with me. Not like this person is wrong la. I will try my best to be patient and explain to convince her. But knowing how limited my patience is ......

You would have thought that I feel nothing about all these conflicts and stuff, but honestly, throughout these last few months, I myself have been trying to convince myself that all these actions and work by my members are reasonably... i have to be understanding yadayada. The thing is, when I am in an extremely bad mood, like now, I would really want to just heck care, and just scold. Just burst out and scold whoever's not doing his work, not giving a damn the reason behind why he's not doing his work. I would really want to burst out, and scold back to the people who tried to give me attitude or not do their work or whatever. There are so many times I really wanted to do that. Like, why am I giving myself so much trouble to help others? Why does it seem like I am the only one putting in effort? Worse, I sometimes feel the effort I put in is not fully appreciated.

You may think that being understanding is easy. but it's not for me. If this person cannot do his work for some reason, I have to help him do so that the others won't think it's unfair and cause another conflict. If this person spend alot of time doing his work but didn't do it well, I will take over and confidently say I can do it, when deep down I know I don't really have any idea how to do.

Maybe this is what I learn from PW. Being understanding to avoid conflict. Doing work for long hours doesn't mean your work will be accepted. Life's unfair after all. Yadayada.

I just hope some people can stop hating pw and think of the reason why the MOE put this as one of the JC subjects. It must be meaningful in some way isn't it? And I hope we would stop doing it in the dead way.

Okay I am just venting my unhappiness here. Consecutive days of PW drive people crazy. Guess I am staying up late to finish my work. :l

等一个固执的如果

2011-10-16T16:54:00.004+08:00

In one hour's time it will be a historic moment for Jorin Ng. Why? Because it will be the first time ever a male friend comes to her house. HAHAHA. Abit funny right. 17 years of life and I've never gotten a male friend as my group mate for any project, minor or major. Hilarious.

Been doing PW these last few weeks and this subject is seriously getting on my nerves. All thanks to it, I have to go home only at 7pm daily from next week onwards, and I don't have time to meet my beloved friends and go back bp to see my wonderful teachers! :(

PW sucks, and I've been trying to do it for past few days. Damn. OP and WR must be done by today. Almost impossible for me to finish, still got alot to be done. D: I want to do well for this project because it's quite fun, but the thing is there's like so many things to do how do you expect me to finish before November 15?! Oh yea btw when is your OP uh? Mine is on 15 November. D: Last day. Last day to get rid of it. Actually not really, still have to do I & R. Urghhh. So many stuff to be done. Okay why am I complaining here, like it's going to help o.o

Did you listen to my current blog song? The one by by2? Yea that's my favourite song. Been on repeat for past week. Haha, wonder when I am going to get bored:P But the tune is nice la. Mel said the lyrics are like what I am feeling now. Sorry to say, NO LOR. LOL. Okay this is abit random. I don't know why I am so random today. Nothing to blog alr? o.o

Okay as the seconds pass by I feel more and more guilty, and jinzhang cos one hour's passing by fast! Shall go chiong my op slides now. Byee!

P.S. Tmr is the big day. We are going to know our results D: I am scared! Please please please let me pass all of them. I promised I will be good and work hard. Pretty please.

Inter-house games

2011-10-11T07:02:00.001+08:00

Stayed back to watch the unfinished inter-house games ytd. My house performance is generally well, most games got top three. Most entertaining match would be the Frisbee match. Polo Frisbee team damn zai, somemore you watch them play you will think they are damn hot cos they play until very well (: got three from my class, Wanxin Chorkiat Sean. It's like even if the Frisbee is damn high in the air they still try to jump to catch it or hit it to the ground. So damn cool!! It's very exciting to watch lo. After the game somehow I just learn abit of moral education. Like the way they try to get the Frisbee: even if it seems impossible, you just try your best to do whatever you can, and it may become the possible.

And in the end though we lost, the team still smilingly shook the hands like we are the winner or sth. The opponents also did the three cheers for polo and we did it back to them. So cool ending rightxz. And this made me conclude that no matter you win or lose, as long as throughout the game you play it well, play it right, play it fair and square, there's really nothing to be unhappy about, and even if you lose you'll still be happy because you gain a rather good experience. And the losing team will lose the game with pride (:

Now that promos over and lessons are as per normal, we're officially focusing all our energy on PW. YES THE FORBIDDEN SUBJECT. Haiyy. First discussion since many weeks ytd and I already quarrelled with my male group mate. But I still think both of us aren't exactly angry with each other. Though the other two said I am abit fierce or sth. But it's his fault what. Honestly I think the rest of us have been too protective over him, perhaps because he's been doing his work well? Whatever it is, I think we should stop being like that.

And there's something I'm quite unhappy with. Some people like to interpret things wrongly. And lead to the wrong conclusions etc. Like ytd. I still think it isn't as serious as what they say. Maybe the person knows it's his fault.

Anyway, I'm just going to tell myself: from now on, I'm just going to follow what my heart and brain tell me. Wrong, I'll tell you to do it right. No more understanding and forgiving. Whatever it is.

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Change is inevitable

2011-10-06T18:07:00.001+08:00

Alright. Promos is finally over. Though I am not very happy; worried for my results :l and all the stuff that I wanna watch online cannot be found online alr. So I'm abit lost for now. As in, dunno what to do. Wanted to study but I scared I didn't get promoted. Okay this is crap. Let's hope I will score well! Pretty please!!:(

Life in jc has been so ever different for Jorin Ng. All the work that kept her so damn frantic; the way the people there live life through; and heh heh some of the people that she got attracted to. Attracted as in not <3. Yea.

Anyway hadn't been talking to ahem for quite a long time. Okay why am I saying it here. Like your business. Haha. Random. :P this Sat gonna date with 5678. I sacrifice my time with my classmates leh! :l but nvm friends more important :D

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And I will miss you like a child misses their blanket

2011-09-28T07:52:00.001+08:00

Had wanted to blog for a long long time. But no time. Now that I found an application to blog I can blog whenever I feel like!!(:

I realise whenever I feel damn stressed I will have a lot of thoughts in mind, then I will begin to talk to myself in my head. lol.

Been pushing myself to work hard these last few weeks. But I don't know if I am prepared. :X like, I scared my concepts and answering techniques not good enough :l Seriously I don't know if I've ever worked this hard. Like I just force myself to work the whole day through. Accomplished quite a lot but I think it's not enough. I dont know if I have read thoroughly enough.. And if I know everything alr. Scared that I will fail; scared I will retain. I will good results, but I think it's impossible:X ok confidence confidence! We should have confidence to succeed! Alright I feel like mugging now. Let's go! Jiayou!(:

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Things aren't the same anymore.

2011-08-27T17:28:00.003+08:00

Okay, I am not supposed to be here. Supposed to be acting guai and doing my homework. But i forgot everything on oscillation, so i decided not to do it first. No, I will do it after blogging this, since I wanna update haha. Excuses excuses excuses, Jorin Ng. ><

Anyway, I've been quite unhappy in school recently. During Scorpio's jealousy and sensitivity and instinct, etc. Whatever it is, I am just well, generally unhappy. I wonder if I had felt like this back in BP. I guess I have, just that when you look back, you only can remember all the good things, and tend to forget about the bad things. Haha.

There's this friend of mine. I don't really like her. Scorpio instinct tells me she's fake. I choose to overlook that and continue to be friends with her. But now her attitude is getting worse. She hasn't really did anything bad to me, but I guess if she did, I wouldn't be hanging out with her. Lol. Okay whatever.

See, this is one of the times that I think I am seld-centred. Like, other people got bad attitude then I don't wanna befriend them, even thought of criticising them, when me myself also not much better. I seriously think I treat my friends rather badly. Like, after lessons, I always don't bother to wait for them. And I will go and buy food first without waiting for them. And when I am in a bad mood, I would go on my own, and in a good mood, go back to them as if like they are my toys. Okay this is crap. But sometimes I really act like the world's revolving around me. I don't know why I am like that. All I know is that my Scorpio personality is growing and taking up most of my personality alr, if you get what I mean.

BP is still the place where I belong, I realised. Maybe some of my bpians friends may think that I've changed. Even I suspect that I've changed. For the better or for the worse? Well, I don't know. But seeing from my pessimistic view, for the worse. I don't know la.

And recently there's this friendship problem. This friend of mine, she was damn busy with her work. We seldom sms, because sometimes she was so busy she couldn't afford her time to reply smses. Not wanting to irritate her or add on to her burden, I seldom sms her unless to plan for gathering or something. I wonder how she is. Sometimes I got quite worried that she cannot cope with the stress, or that she's lonely. Nowadays I am worried that when I asked her out it would become her burden. What if she's so busy and tired that she doesn't want to go out? Are my messages demanding for a free day out together irritating her? I never bother/ dare to ask her. I don't know why.

Let's hope all is well for her, and for me, and for us (:

Hopefully the next time we meet, we will be able to catch up with each other, and chat and talk like we used to. After all, almost all of bp life has been spent with you (:

当我和世界不一样那就让我不一样

2011-08-17T00:07:00.003+08:00

Okay, honestly, I am VERY SURPRISED some people still bother to read blogs, seeing that people are mainly just using Twitter and Facebook. Oh wells. What surprises me most is that Ms Foo actually bothers to come me blog too. HI MISS FOO, if you see this, that is. Haha.

I don't know why I am here actually. Maybe to change the mood of my blog. Been so 'emo' recently, gives people the misconception that I am :( . I may not be exactly (: but at least not :( . I am quite contented with my life now 'cause it's almost like I am back on track. All homework done, back to studying together with Shiqiu and Nor weekly (hopefully la uh, I will try to shut up and not get sugar rush o.o), now all left is the intensive revision for promos! I want to I want to I want to score well for promos, but wait, who doesn't want to? (:

I just want to score well and show people how MUGGING doesn't help. Some people seriously need to wake up and stop mugging like nobody's business. Like seriously if you just mug and don't get the point, what's the use of studying? Might as well don't study! More like time pollution to me. Haha. Okay I don't know why I sound so agitated.

I don't know why but I have this feeling that I am giving people the wrong impression and making them don't like me or something like that. I don't know why I feel this way but I seriously think I am irritating and I should learn how to interact with people well, or at least shut up and keep to myself when I can't do that o.o

It's been about seven months since JC starts. I got so used to life without bpians that I totally forgot how it felt like to be with a Bpian. Didn't study with any bpian, except Mel, for a long time, and seriously, I forgot how a Bpian thinks, how he or she studies, yadayada. All I know is it's definitely not the mugger way. Seriously don't like the mugger way. Okay sorry. ;P

Anyway, decided that I should NOT listen to, or care about what others are doing or talking about, regarding schoolwork. Everyone has different styles of studying and working. I should work harder and get people to depend on me instead of me depending of others, since there's no one that I can really depend on here in my school. Hahah.

I've asked myself this many times. Some people said we should live life like everyday's our last day. Harlo~~ If today's my last day I wouldn't be studying at all, and I will spend all my money away. Thing is, what if it isn't our last day? Then all your money will be gone, and your future gone to, if you really don't study. So what you need is a balance. Just make sure you do a few of your favourite things/activites like, watching videos.. reading books (for me) etc. Just don't rot your life away with studying studying. I know some people are getting very conscious of the food they eat everyday. Like what I told my cousin Lydia earlier on, can you imagine if today's your last day and you're not eating Roti Prata just because you think it's fattening and you're scared you'll become fat? It'll be kind of stupid, isn't it, since there's "no future" if today's the last day of your life.

And talking about end of life. People are saying 2012 gonna be the end of world. We don't know if this is true or not, but have you really thought about it? What if December 2012 is end of world, then at that time we'd have just finished our A levels. We won't even know our A levels results. Can you imagine you work so hard for something, but ended up it is useless to you alr? Which means for this one year and half we should try to enjoy our life and live life to the fullest. Seriously. So that when we look back we won't see that our life is only mugging mugging mugging studying studying studying. That will be quite a sad life.

Personality tests

2011-08-10T23:09:00.002+08:00

Did some random personality test that I got from sharleen on facebook. end up doing loads of other personality test because they are all so true. hahaha. ok i put up here for myself to see, you don't have to read them lol. the ones in bold are things that i totally agree with.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

You may seem to be a nosy person to some people, but actually you are quite a serious person who's not at all interested in gossip. You just like to know what's going on around you. It's a natural interest and you can get offended when people tell you they think you're a sticky-beak.

You are a typical girl, like the majority.

You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be

You are popular. Your friends feel at ease when they are around you. You are cheerful and lovely. It's not surprising that you have many good friends. You always feel happy for others, not a glimpse of envy. This is your unique character. Keep up

Your ideal mate has a good figure.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
You are in despair about your lack of success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic

You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.
Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

You are easy to understand.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Mount Fuji.
You are stubborn, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.
Diamond means stubborn personality.
You are also superior and impressive.
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.

Trying hard to get over with everything.

2011-08-08T19:36:00.004+08:00

Okay. Surprised that some people actually still bother to read my blog. Suddenly scared that some people that I don't wanna them to read come to read. Okay whatever. I think my blog is so damn easy to google, no? Whatever. Whatever.

Anyway, today is most probably the worst National Day celebrations I've ever had. My school doesn't know how to plan. And I still dwelling on what happened during lecture today. People reaction so big for what o.o I am just saying what everyone's thinking what, not meh.

Chatted with mel huimin jiaying nor sq. Actually the reason why I went is because I think I needa clear up with them about what happened recently. As in, reassured them that I'm okay. I think. Hahaha, had a great time with noreen today during lunch. She really knows me quite well. "我认识的Jorin 是有什么事都会讲，如果真的不要讲就是真的不想讲". I think I am okay la, seriously. When I recap what happened on that day, it doesn't hurt that much alr. I don't know la. Just, ignore me. Kay?

Honestly, I only think alot alot when I am left alone.

Oh btw, this is cool.

1. Jorin

Enthusiastic, handsome and strong willed. The name itself has Norwegian origins, which speaks to its strength and character. Jorin is a strong minded individual with aspirations of greatness. A wise and courageous man, Jorin may stray from his path but his resolve never fades. Jorin is a social being who brings life to any event

Hey Jorin, I wish i was more like you
OR
Wow I wish i was friends with Jorin
OR
Damn I want Jorin!

Source: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Jorin

I didn't know my name is so like my character. Hmm. I know chinese names has certain meaning. ~~Like, 轩, 家的意思.~~ cancel that.

So true.

:(

2011-08-02T20:49:00.004+08:00

Something happened. Something that will happen almost every year. I think. And I don't know how to do now. I don't know what to do next. I need to clear my mind. I need to make my decision. Forget, I should forget. Give up, I should give up. Change, I should change. He kept emphasising that it isn't as serious. Yet I take it very seriously. He said I should live on with my life, like I'm so insignificant in his life. So disappointing. So I was right all along. And I wonder why all this happen. I wonder why all this unhappy stuff is happening. All the untruth stuff told? I racked my brain and tried to recall if I've ever spoken ill about him, and couldn't rmb any. I've been told I'm over-protective over him. What is this. So contradicting. I hope this will die down. Seeing how he doesn't care about me. All these things seem so unreal. I need someone to talk to, and yet I insist to keep all these as secrets for as long as I want. Yea. Time to move on. Just feel heavy. That dreading feeling that there's misunderstanding. Maybe we should talk, face to face, in person, to clear things off.

我以为我放得下

2011-07-23T10:09:00.003+08:00

Fahrenheit united once again! Yea! They had a match with several stars AND KOBE BRYANT. Cool right. He's my Aaron's idol, so Aaron was totally acting lika fan! He's damn cuteeee! :D Chun was the leader, and he was damn good at basketball!:D But in the end they lost cos Kobe Bryant joined Jay Chou's team lol.

Was sick since last Thursday, or is it Friday? Whatever. But terrible. As in, this whole week I didn't do anything meaningful, so it was like a week wasted. Decided not to go to school on Thursday since I ran out of medicine and wanted to see doctor. However, I went back to school again in the afternoon, there's pw ma. Somemore I am the leader, scared in the end all the stuff that they need were with me then kena scolded by Mdm Teo. But nonsense la ite Teo didn't even talk to my group. Shun bian went to Chem lecture, which is after pw. The lecturer chiong Organic Chem like wts. Everyone's totally confused and cannot catch up. My class super funnaye. When they saw me during pw they were super shocked hahah. I seriously can't stand not going to school lo, didn't go for school for only half day and I already miss my classmates so much.

That's what I've been telling myself. Because apparently I couldn't do what I told myself to do (I mentioned in the previous post!) about not getting emoish and affected easily by him. But.. just can't help it, especially when he's surprisingly naise and friendly this week, except ytd. Everything went wrong ytd, which left me totally sad and emo and unhappy and no mood and whatever negative emotions. HAIY. So, I have to constantly tell myself to act normal and not get so paranoid and etc. I will try to.... put aside my feelings. HAIYYYYYY.

That looks like what I am feeling now. On the verge on collapsing. Was so stress over pw, not only because Teo kept saying and commenting about me as a leader, but also the fact he was in my pw group. Sometimes talk to him he so impatient, or sounded impatient, which made me think if he was really impatient. I really don't know lo. He just made me so damn confused. Okay, sorry for wasting your time to read this post that is full of crap and over feelings and whatever shit. I shouldn't waste my life over this. Haha, so many times I just kept forcing myself to smile and take it like he doesn't affect me. Oh well.

Oh yea, rmb my previous post about the tweet. I found out who's the one who started talking about it and noticing me emo alone. Andddd, talked with Mel and another clique friend Nicole this wed. Confession time. Which made me feel a lot better, and happier. I'll cheer up, and make sure I am happy everyday.

豁然开朗人生开阔

2011-07-16T13:51:00.005+08:00

Been so emoish recently. Something happened on thursday. Some classmates started talking about me behind my back, but I don't really know what they talked about. I only know they talked about me 'cause they asked Melissa something about my tweets. Apparently my tweets sounded too emo. Girls are concerned about it but guys are.... taking it as a joke? I don't know. Was really frustrated towards the end of this week, because of PW. Or rather, my group. Super disappointing. Not their fault, perhaps it's my lousy leadership. While the other groups are busy doing their work, my group is... doing our own stuff. Lik

e this guy next to me who keeps watching his youtube video or nba matches. Maybe because I can't think of anything to ask them, and I thought whatever I asked them to do is enough currently. Maybe my brain isn't working at all, but until my pw teacher pointed out to us ytd did I realise how much we need to do. Honestly everyone thinks I am fierce and dare to confront people. But the thing is, when it comes to people who I don't know how to interact with, I don't know how to confront in case I will really offend them, and this is what is happening now. I don't wanna scold people.. but sometimes I have the urge t

o scold. End up I kept all these emotions and thoughts bottled up, so much so that I became emo, and just want to keep quiet. This week has been an extremely unhappy week for me. Due to various events and unhappiness.

Sometimes honestly my classmates do make me feel like I don't exist. And I wonder why. Perhaps it's because how studious I seem like, how I think how I thought how i talked etc. Whatever it is, people seem to want to stay away from me. The Jorin in PJC is so different from the Jorin in BPGHS. I just can't help it. Somehow the Jorin here is more mature, although occasionally she will still joke. Sometimes I feel like a eccedentesiast.

I feel guilty sometimes. Because I will be selfish and want to stay alone, leaving Melissa with the other two friends. Yea perhaps sometimes I want to be alone because I am not used to her, her actions her reactions the way she speak and sometimes her insensitivity. But due to my desire to be alone, I can sense how hard she tries to be the perfect best friend of mine. I could sense that she wanted to show her care but at the same time kept her distance from me as she knew I wanted to be alone. That's so.. nice of her.

And this morning, I finally know the reason why I

was so emo the past few days. PMS. It seldom happen to me but well. Been thinking alot lately, and am giving up on him. My mood depends on his actions, his thoughts, what he said to me etc, and I think it's kind of crap and no-life. Kind of stupid, eh? So.. somehow ytd I just made up my mind not to get affected by him anymore, and take everything not-so-seriously. 顺其自然. What's mine will be mine I guess. Maybe because of how hard I am trying to control myself these last few months, I've only made things worse and keep giving people an extremely bad impression. I don't know why but I seriously think I kept saying and doing the wrong things that irritates people or something. Whatever it is, I am going to end this misery and get a life. Study hard, and go back to the cheerful Jorin. Maybe not crazy, but just the normal Jorin. I'll try to get my life back, man.

I'll try to be back to Jorin, like this twin of Jorin:

And something hilarious but logical/make sense:

P.s. if you haven't seen ms foo jc picture, you can go her fb wall see. hahaha. saw it at pjc cafe.

我需要一个温暖且真心的拥抱

2011-07-11T18:21:00.004+08:00

在拿回成绩的那一瞬间，仿佛世界放慢了脚步

明明应该做好了心理准备,却依旧无法接受。

也许，本来能够接受，只是当下，听到身边的人的交流，我无法不悲伤。

最令人心痛的不是自己不够用功没考出好成绩，而是发现原来自己是那么孤单。

才发现，在这之前的四年，我是多么的幸福，身边总是有人安慰我，鼓励我，激发我。

今天，自己默默地看着成绩，默默地对自己说没关系，默默地告诉自己可以更用功做得更好的。

然后，觉得孤单寂寞。真正的感觉到了改变。再来，开始想念。开始回忆。如果现在像以前一样，我可以向谁说苦；谁会主动安慰我。

当时的朋友不只顾自己，当时的朋友不会忘记我的存在。

想着想着，很想哭。

想为自己的没用气馁的哭一下，想为自己的损失哭一下，想为自己的寂寞哭一下，想为自己的想念哭一下。

可是却克制住。提醒自己。已经是一个人。已经不再受人保护。不.能.哭

顿时怀念你的安慰。每次考差，你都会说，没关系，继续加油，你可以的。字里行间给了我多少的力量

顿时怀念老师的安慰。想起以前在武中许多老师都没有放弃过我。即使一次又一次的交了烂成绩，他们还是那么愿意一次又一次地花时间教我……

剩下不下十一星期的时间把自己的实力好好发挥出来。我做好准备，蓄势待发。

不该有的念头，却一直有：朋友们都上了天堂，剩我一人独自留在凡间。没什么不好，但忘了当初打拚的感觉。

P.s. Maybe I am not alone after all. Maybe I just think too much. Tried to recall if back in bp other friends treat me like that: Only think of their results but totally ignore me. Maybe. I can't be so self-centred and expect others to think about me all the time. And after all, that cup of soyabean is warm enough. Warmth of Friendship.

To Jorin Ng:

Enough of slacking for two and half years. Time to work hard and prove to people the results you should have, and what results real studying will bring about (:

To my fellow friends:

I guess I will need your help too :D

Wanted to think of something to talk to him, or start up some conversation. In the end asking him about results. He got sort of impatient. Okay he's not exactly impatient but you'll know he doesn't want to talk about that.. Wrong move eh. So throughout we didn't talk much, except about work work work. Sian.

Life is like a multiple choice question. Sometimes, the choices confuse you, not the question itself

2011-07-05T16:38:00.002+08:00

School starts but I am like in no mood for a new school term. LOL. Though today's only post-exam activites, I was super sian about school, especially the fact that I have to wake up early for school :( Alright, I got used to the slacky holidays life, so it's difficult to adjust back. But I will! Been trying very hard to convince myself that going to school is fun etc. Oh please don't say HE can be my motivation. HE'S NOT :( I don't wanna depend on him too much lol. Looked at my post-exam schedule ytd and realised that we have like hours of pw everyday. OMG so sucky!! Supposed to have four hours today but I left early cos my group got nothing to discuss :X Didn't even had much discussion with my group la pls. All my members haven't finished their surveys like DAMN. And so far we only had one interview with LTA :(( So sad! Gahhhh. Needa have another one soon, but don't know when. LOL.

If you tell yourself you feel fine, you will.

2011-06-30T09:41:00.005+08:00

Exams officially over, but I seriously don't feel anything. As in, Chem and Maths papers totally spoil everything.. I don't wanna get back my results alr ;( My parents will kill me for sure. Urghhhh.

Anyway, recently I read about this conversation, that totally pissed me off. Just these two person talking about muggers.. and they think these muggers should retain. And i think I am included in "muggers". Yea. Okay nvm I am not that pissed now hahaha, so contradicting. I mind what they said so much because .. one of them is HIM. Oh wells:l

It is the things you cannot see coming that are strong enough to kill you.

2011-06-26T08:42:00.003+08:00

It's only been a few days, and so much things had happened. The unexpected. Chun leaving Fahrenheit. Things are getting so complicated, and ytd fans of jiro actually approached Aaron and demanded him to leave Fahrenheit. So now all the fans are fighting against one another. Ytd was F first gathering after it was announced that Chun left F. The other three seemed so down.. even when they are singing. Sad. But no matter what, I still think F is still F, with Chun and all.

<-- I like this picture alot, cos they seemed so happy. They'd worked together for six years, you think so easy to turn around and say goodbye meh? It's like our friendship for five years, since sec one. Same. Inseparables.

MYE continues tmr for me. Abit panicky now.. cos I scared I can't finish all revision by today. Determined to score well but not determined to work hard. LOL. And it's during this exam period that you hate all those fb statuses and tweets. Like people like to talk about their revision progress, as if they're trying to show off to ppl how hardworking they are or how much they've studied. This kind of tweets totally get on my nerves man. And then ytd this guy actually sms me and complained to me how much he hadn't done. Thing is, I did much less than what he did, so I don't get the point of him complaining to me. So the conversation ends off with him wishing me happy last min studying. LOL. Like what the shit? I know he meant no harm but somehow it sounded like he sounds sadist.. but then again this is human isn't it? When you hear that people studied lesser/slower than you you'll be happy. Tsk.

Maybe loads of people in my school think last minute studying isn't good, which is true, but if at times like this, last minute studying is more effective than rush-through studying few days before the actual exam, you get what I mean? In the end when you really sit for the exam you may even forget everything that you studied.. which means today is the best time for you to study subject/s that is tested tmr, like for me PHYSICS.

And I don't get why people like to complain or get panicky over the fact that they can't finish their revision in time. Like, it's your own fault that you can't finish it, what's the use of blaming yourself? Just be calm and try to finish as much as you can, and study as smart as you can la. Amount of time you spent studying =/= Amount you have studied. Sometimes I really don't get, and don't like those muggers.

Okay I still got alot to study for my Physics! Come back after mye! <3 Good luck to all my readers, whether silent or not hahahah.

Where I belong ♥

2011-06-18T23:54:00.006+08:00

o1 outing today. Feel so damn contented now.

I've wanted to do this: Sit somewhere in Singapore with nice sceneries, do nothing, with all my beloved friends around me, and take in the moment when I am with my beloveds. (: Since JC starts, I've started to appreciate the tranquility and silence of life. I've started to 憧憬 just sitting down with friends and look at beautiful sceneries, and stare, and stare, and stare at the sceneries. Don't know why, but somehow the serenity will spread within my body/soul, and all stress will be gone. Today may not be exactly just sit there and stone, but at least we are not like packed with schedule and trying to rush against time or sth, like what always happen in school :(

At first we took pictures, sit around chitchatchitchat. While they talk I mainly kept quiet, and observe, and treasure every minute, every second with my Frontiers (: And i realise/ suddenly occur to me: THIS IS WHERE i BELONG! How carefree I felt talking to you ppl. How I don't have to worry that y'all will stay away from me cos my irritating laughter and crap and personality.. It's like, we're really one big family.. we know everyone's weakness.. and we tend to overlook that and instead focus on their strength. That doesn't occur in any other classes I got into.

After that went down to walk on water, which in the end escalated into ............ splashing water at one another, w shiqiu, nor, yinting, huimin. Talked to yinting while going down to the water place. She told me a lot about her school/class ppl. Talking halfway I don't know what I say (something about bpghs/bpians) then she wanna cry.. I'd cry to, if I didn't see all my friends for a long time. Honestly, although I've known yinting for five years, I've never reallyreally talked to her, one-to-one. We weren't given a chance.. so today is really important to me cos somehow I got closer to her(: Nice talking to her, glad that she's able to come to our outing and relieve some stress..

After that got totally wet, and went up to meet the others.. went dinner @singapore flyer's popeye (: Felicia joined us halfway on the way there:D Glad to see her, know she was damn unhappy and stressed in her current jc, though she enjoyed her OM.. but still can feel that she's damn :( that she didn't have time for her family and friends .. :( But too bad in the end in the mrt didn't really talked much to her. We were busy asking her to answer a question. She just wormed her way out.. TSK. And she seemed like doesn't want to talk about how she felt these last few months. Okay I am not really close to her so I don't really know what she's thinking.. but I think she doesn't want us to worry about her/ doesn't wanna cry in front of us.. but today made me think about this:

Sad love story. I hate sad endings. And there's currently one happening in reality. SO SAD :(

I saw this, and I think it is really very 贴切 to my 领悟 currently.

Now that we left bpghs, stop meeting in school everyday, you will really know who is/are you good friends. your 知己. Really. Perhaps it's only after we lost we got used to did we realise the importance of something or some people. That's why I love Frontiers, I love my beloved friends. Like now in Frontiers, it's as if I can tell everyone everything.. my secrets and stuff.. It's everyone's my best friends. (:

This one... quite true. hahahaha.

See the picture at the start of this blog post? Yeaaaa, 真实写照 of today.

Being separated and NOTHING CHANGES <3 Love ya ppl, forever and ever and ever(:

我像一颗失去闪耀光芒的星星，努力的挣扎

2011-06-16T20:42:00.008+08:00

I LOVE MY BLOG SONG <3 HEES:D

Okay, I am supposed to be chionging my work, cos totally behind schedule, but while studying halfway, suddenly got lotsa stuff to say, so decided to give myself a break and come here.

Whoa, like seriously, so glad that today I am finally in the study mood. Been slacking too much these few weeks ;P

Anw, while studying halfway, got distracted a little by my phone[went twitter la!] and then saw some tweets,

which got me thinking(and emoing). Okay now I am more emo, cos I went to my cousin's blog, and read about their holidays, without me. I guess that's the main reason why I am so unhappy this hols :'(

Okay, about the tweets. Okay not exactly the tweets. It's about the people in pjc, and the life in pjc. Somehow I am used but not used to the life in pjc. Once again, I have to stress that the people there are okay. My classmates are awesome.. sometimes irritating yea, but still great class.

But sometimes I will feel quite :l about the way they think. I know quite a number of people like 看不起 pjc. You just can't help it, I can understand. People think pj ppl slack, but sorry, pj people are damn mugger. Like seriously MUGGER. Really. Yes there's definitely some exceptions, but everywhere I look, all the pioneers are mugging, mugging, mugging. Quite surprising, cos it's like second week of June Hols and everyone's alr studying. I thought everyone will like only chiong @ the last min. Still rmb @bp, everyone just study last min.. even some of the hardworking ones also study at the last min. Started my JC life for like five months alr, and I only started to realise things change. Alot. People study all the time, everytime. But the disappointing thing that makes me so damn :( is not that they are hardworking. Honestly, seeing that most of the people come from neighbourhood schools, I thought they wouldn't be as hardworking as bpians, but obviously I am wrong.. Okay, no more comparing! I am stereotypical. Sorry.

Anw, despite people studying and studying, somehow some people just don't score very well. Like, there's this test, I didn't really study. As in, I only study the concepts, while others like practise practise practise like there's no tmr, then in the end our results the same. Of course this is no excuse for me not to study for any test, but this just got me thinking, are the people like muggers. Muggers= people who 死读书.

And I've got this friend. She's like a typical student in Singapore. Totally conformist. You know how education system's like. Back in bp, people have their own way of thinking etc. But here in pj, people tend to prefer the "safer" way. Like, they have any problems, questions, doubts, they won't voice them out. If there's a single hint of risk, they will step back and hide in some corner/保持沉默. And it's damn weird. This friend of mine will panick if like her progress different from others or sth like that. E.g., for Mathematics perhaps, classmate M did up till let's say tutorial 8, but our tutor only needs us to finish tutorial 6 at least, then this friend maybe finish tutorial 7 halfway, then she will like panick and say, "har omg i am still at tutorial 7. tutorial 8 must finish ah" and then she will like want to chiong or sth. FOR WHAT. okay this is nothing. Another example is, once, don't know for our file content page or homework, she look at classmate M work, and then upon realising her phrasing different from class M, she want to change. Point is, THE MEANING THE SAME WHAT, WHY NEED TO CHANGE PHRASING?! Okay, this is bad, like bad-mouthing her. But this is just an example of how ppl here in my school are like.. Can't think out of the box.. but of course I don't know whole school, so definitely there's some exceptions..

I don't understand people who youknow just study study study mug mug mug. don't know how to change occasionally, just follow exactly what the teachers say. Teachers ask you to do this, you must do exactly the same meh. I don't understand, like seriously. Everytime I go to school, I see those people who just study blindly, I really worry for them. Okay, the way I am saying like I am very smart like that. I am still quite slacky lo, need to improve and do more stuff, work harder to score well. I am like way below my standards.. damn bad. Hopefully mye I will score well.. I really scared I will retain.. :X Damn scary thought.

Coming to Pj is good though, cos you get to see how some of the hidden smart people work and think, how they are like. They are the 黑马, like Mr S and WX. Both of them damn smart, you can see from the way they speak. Got damn loads of knowledge. Too bad they are quite slack, but once they work out the technique to answer the typical examination questions, they will definitely score well and even emerge as top scorers. Haha.

This hols abit despo. Damn depressing about the fact that I can't go overseas with my relatives. All my family go except my family leh. Sad. Okay no theme parks but still it will be good to go around exploring with my cousins.. Some people ask me why I don't go alone with them, without my parents. Like hello, my father's the one earning money, somemore not an easy job for him, and I am like what, only studystudystudy.. how can i used the hard-earned money to go overseas and have fun when my father was the one earning it? Like literally 血汗钱. blood- my papa got injured a couple of times while working. sweat - it's a miracle if he didn't sweat even on one working day.. so yea. Things are not as simple as people sometimes think it is. There're many things you have to put into consideration. Welcome to the adults world. To think that I am still only half-adult.

I alr plan, after A levels I am gonna be a tutor and get as many students as I can(: Then earn money earn money earn money like crazaye. For uni fees. but before thinking this far, I have to make sure I passed my exams with flying colours and NOT retain. Damn scared now. Gahhh.

Alrighto, I needa go back studying alr. The whole world's scaring the hell out of me by mugging mugging mugging when it's HOLIDAYS.

Looking forward to Saturday! o1 outing! forgive me if i've complained to you previously about the planning etc. Abit sian but when eventually I planned finish everything and started smsing everyone and feel everyone's enthusiasm, everything is worth it. You can see the difference between now and then. People used to dread outings and find excuses to not go for o1 outings, but now you can see the effort people make to try to make themselves free on that day.. hopefully everything turns out well, nothing goes wrong, and many people are able to turn up for the BIG day :D <3

人若软弱就是自己最大的敌人

2011-06-13T09:35:00.008+08:00

Hilarious. Sometimes I find it damn ironic how technology help but not help in our communication. Like, SMSes, emails, online networking sites etc really do help us to communicate with our friends and keep updated with what our friends are doing. But the thing is, what we posted online, or said in SMSes may not be what we really feel..

Like, for example, I posted: Life sucks.

But that doesn't mean I am in a bad mood. Maybe when I posted that I am extremely calm and happy? You never know. I don't know why, but recently with my increase use of online networking sites and SMSes to communicate with people, I realise more about the great possibility of "mis-communication". It's quite pathetic to me.

Haha, maybe I feel this way 'cause so many ppl misunderstood me just because they read about what I posted online! And they will come and ask me. LOL. I think you think too much o.o

And how easy you can lie to your friends by smsing! Like recently, I posted something :( on twitter. One friend sms me and ask if I'm alright. Actually at that point in time I was so damngod stress and wanna cry and whatever lameshit emotions you can think of, but I just sms her and said "I'm okay alr!(: " If you were her, if I WERE her, I would definitely think the person who send that message must be okay alr. HA. How silly it is that emoticons can fool everyone. And how words, just words can fool everyone else. When you go online, as long as you don't sound... calm, people will think you are in a bad mood or you are harsh or... whatever that you can think of. Yea.

Okay, I don't know why I am so 执着 over this, but I just think the way we communicate now is so damn ironic. And to think that some people got closer because they communicate through sms. You interpret how the person feels, thinks, and the characteristics of the person through these technologies, and then at the end of the day, you should really ask yourself, do you really, really understand that person? Worse still, some guys actually confess through SMS! Wow, that's so TERRIBLE.

Oh, and you can lie easily through sms. Like just now. I just sent a message LYING. So bad. But I no choice. Heh:)

Bad Jorin.

Anw THIS IS THE WORST JUNE HOLIDAYS SO FAR. No going out with my family, and somemore my holidays are so damn unpredictable, I don't even know when I am free to go out with my friends! Okay now I am dreading to plan o1 outing! Cos so many ppl cannot make it, I scared in the end very few people go. :(

HEES:D

2011-03-13T10:00:00.001+08:00

happaye holidays!!

不论你在什么时候开始，重要的是开始之后就不要停止。不论你在什么时候结束，重要的是结束之后就不要悔恨

2011-03-04T22:28:00.005+08:00

今天，回去自己很想念的地方。
华乐。
曾经的快乐天堂。
几乎，忘了。
忘了华乐所能带来的力量。忘了在那里的欢笑。忘了在那里所得到的友情。忘了在那里所得到的一切。
今天回去，对它的爱一瞬间又如潮水般涌回来。
坐在一旁，看着学弟学妹弹奏着，有莫名的感动。
想起以前在华乐的快乐时光。好难忘。
想起好多能让自己笑的事情。
突然有点惊奇的发现，是后来，繁重的学业压力还有背负着的责任，让我对于它的热忱渐渐失去，也渐渐忘记。
今天回去，亲眼目睹和感受的每一个小细节，都泛起我的记忆。
当时可以快快乐乐，无忧无虑。那时不用也不需伪装自己。当时可以一起玩闹一起打拚一起难过一起被骂。当时还认定那是属于我的地方。今天回去，听着他们弹奏，一瞬间很想念还是华乐一部分的那段美丽时光。成为音乐的一部分。音乐的创造者。
想一想，在华乐的日子都好单纯的快乐。
今天回去，虽然不再是弹奏音乐的人，但感受还是一样。老师还是一样。带领大家的还是一样。
但，时间终究会把一切的一切都改变。慢慢的，时间会把华乐给于我的感受也给摧毁。然后，接着，只能靠记忆去回想，去记得。
好想念一切，那我熟悉到不行的一切。不过，已经回不去了。从现在开始，我别再想世界有多单纯，因为它不是。好另人难过。但又无可奈何。

武中华乐，让我找到自己位置的地方。
不会忘却。

只要有信心，人永远不会挫败

2011-02-27T19:37:00.004+08:00

I am not supposed to be here. But nvm. Ytd is too memorable to forget :X

So, the long anticipated reunion dinner is simple as expected. Just buffet, and some games that i didn't bother to participate in ;P The whole time I was just with my beloved friends, trying to treasure every single minute of being with my friends, in my second home, at the ever-familiar yet not at all familiar canteen.. the green tables. Enjoying the moment when I could sit in the canteen eating my food. All these little things that I used to overlook the last two years, become something close to treasure to me.

Glad to see fellow Frontiers and tomorrowians. Didn't really talk much to tomorrowians because I was sitting with my fellow Frontiers.

The most memorable thing is that Nor and shulei waited with me for some idiot dog by the name of Hestia to come. Waiting isn't the main point. Main point is, she had no sense of urgency. Okay, i am not exactly pissed but well. Oh whatever.

Divya came back! I have to admit I am not exactly close to her years ago but am still gald to see her after so long. All Frontiers are equally important okay! Hilarious, some of the ppl that I don't really miss most made me cry[not exactly cry, just got tears lo]. I guess it's because in the end, whoever i missed most doesn't really count, as long as i see anyone that's with me for the last four years at bpghs, I am happaye alr.

AND LIKE FINALLY I saw Shulei. Seems like months since I last saw her [which is totally not true]. Didn't really talk much to her, but still enjoyed her company. So irritating, she's always busy! HAHA.

Because of the reunion dinner last night, I seriously think my monday blues tmr will evolve to monday dark blues man. Although no lecture tmr, I still hate going back to school. Okay, hate is too heavy a word.

Haiy, I still needa change my attitude and love sch and start chionging my sch work, like what I had promised myself before JC starts.

Alright, upon saying that, I needa go back to my homework and studying and whatever shit. Hehe. Hope to see ya soon.

p.s. omg how come tagboard got so many spams/crap ?

当一个人真正觉悟的一刻，他放弃追寻外在世界的财富，而开始追寻他内心世界的真正财富

2011-02-11T22:59:00.003+08:00

oh man, lessons officially start. which also means jc life officially starts. I have a WONDERFUL taste [i hope you can sense the sarcastic tone. if you can't.. you need to see me asap] of what jc life is. Don't ask me how it tastes like. Tastes like shit. 我知道我不应该一直回到过去，可是周围的事一直让我想回到以前我天天过得很快乐的时候. There are quite a lot of moment that caused me miss bpghs loads and want my sec sch life back. ;'( 我渡不过. LOL.

Anw, relating to the picture on the left, HAPPAYE VALENTINE'S DAY IN ADVANCE ! :D
This year you most probably won't spend it with moi .. but nevertheless i still love you loads okay jiayingshiqiunoreenshuleilynn. Haha i only know these few ppl come my blog read. LOL.

Today's been a terrible day. So sucky. I've been sulking since yesterday. This is what happened. My cousin happened to ask me ytd to go out with her today. I happily agreed since my lessons ending at 1.30pm today ! :D So my mood got so damn (y) because I looked forward to meeting my cousin. and then in the end, I realised with a loud bang [just so happened i hit the table damn hard] that i have to stay back for CCA. starts at 4.30 ends at 6.30. GAHHHHHHHH. So from then on, i got extremely :( and kept complaining to mel and even told her that i don't wanna join young reporters' club and don't even give a damn about 尤今 alr. So my lousy mood continued today. I just couldn't get over the fact i gotta sacrifice my wonderful "happy hour " friday to this crapshit cca meeting. So i waited till 4.30 and finally attended the meeting. IN THE END. ohmigosh the meeting wasn't what i thought it was which made me concluded that i totally wasted my sacrifice. -.- I should have just smsed the teacher say i got something on or something. See, the cca meeting is apparently some introduction and youknow convincing us to join their club. LIKE WHAT THE FREAKING SHIT I WASTED MY BELOVED FRIDAY FOR THAT ?!?!?!?!?! Okay idk why i am getting so worked up now although seriously i am not really affected by it anymore since my friday is alr wasted -.-

Haiy. So this is how my jc life started. To make things worse, the ppl @ the club kept going on and on about whatever they wanna say.. not like we want to listen, or we need to know[as in, i just asked one question and they can keep going on and on yadayada] . Okay I am being so bad here ;P If mel sees this, i bet she will kill me.

And there's this very cute little irony at my sch here. I am not going to type my sch name just in case somebody came to my blog or sth. But i guess you ppl know how bad reputation my sch has on attire and stuff right. The funny thing is the discipline committee damn strict about our attire. They kept emphasising attire on us J1s, although we looked around and can see ALMOST EVERY J2s having the wrong attire lo. -.- in other words, they are pretending to be strict la. Which only irritates me more hahaha.

And seem like i got great affinity with DMs lo. in bpghs it's tiger tan. in my sch now , my pe teacher is the dm. -.- hahaha. He's abit like tan suan suan. just that he said i should change my ear studs. the ear studs that bpghs allowed. i was like , WHAT ?! but nvm, no big deal.

Ohmigosh i think my this post sounds so not-jorin don't ya think ? like complain here complain there. No wait, i always complain right ? I hope i don't sound ahlian or something. hahahaha.

OH AND. ONE OF MY OGL'S NAME IS JORENE. Hilarious. So whenever someone called joe-rin , i don't know they calling me or her -- i don't know whether to react or not. :( it's not a good thing to have the same name/similar name with someone man. haahah !

alright. good night now ! SWEET DREAMS ~~

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，也小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳

2011-02-05T11:34:00.003+08:00

Heyho ~ HAPPAYE CHINESE NEW YEAR ~ !
Gosh, so irritatingggggg. I had fever in the middle of the night and this morning. D:
But now should be okay alr la :S

So how's your chinese new year ? Mine is okayyy.. but i got tired damn easily hahahaa. Today gotta go to my aunt house :) Hopefully i won't get too bored. I wanna bring some chem stuff to go and read. So annoying.. all students taking h2 chem needa do an online quiz.. due on tues i think. but tues i got camp !! Which means i needa do it by tmr. I am so scared i will fail it or something.. so i wanna revise everything in sec sch. BUT I AM SO DAMN SIAN NOW. D: Like who will have the mood to study while all your friends / cousins are enjoying themselves ?!

And another thing i am so worried about is that when lectures/lessons really start, I cannot cope or no mood to study. then die !!

I don't know why but am looking forward to orientation camp on mon and tues ! Abit sian -- needa stay overnight ! but still looking forward cause same class as MELISSA ! Yays ! Now i will have energy to scream and shout and whatever. I just scareded they last minute change our class or something then me and mel not in same class. D: D: D: TOUCH WOOD !!!!!!!!!

好啦好啦，我会拼的！

Gonna go Mr Loh's tuition with nor. Not confirm yet, but seems like only me and nor clever enough to go to his tuition leh. Others wanna wait a little while or something :l Eh qiu, if you are reading this, come tuition with me and nor la. Jiaying also. HAHAHA.

三月，拭目以待

@炎亞綸：將來有好多要挑戰的，自己帶著忐忑，也帶著期待，自己的路自己走；不知前方是什麼樣的未來，但勇敢的天蠍會讓炎亞綸邁開步伐！

--- must use this to motivate myself HAHAHAHA !

真正的爱，应该超越生命的长度、心灵的宽度、灵魂的深度

2011-01-30T15:11:00.007+08:00

@ nor : 尊纶 <3
@shulei : eh you got come me blog one meh.

已经经历了两天，本以为自己已经面对现实，没想到其实并不。原来“总是在夜深人静想一个人，你留给我的回忆映着月光更深刻”是那么的写实。我依旧放不下没有那群知己的生活。毕竟我们现在的友谊是靠四年来建立的，所以要放下它并不容易。

其实也不是特别想念，我只是不习惯天天没有你在我身边的生活。不习惯身边少了那些能让我开怀大笑毫不虚伪的那群知己。

一个是认识了四年，却只有在近两年在机缘巧合下变得更熟的朋友，从起初要习惯他的存在，到现在要习惯没了他，真是非笔墨所能形容的不舍啊。已经习惯在他面前胡言乱语，偶尔撒娇，偶尔发牢骚，甚至是突如其来的安静...这些的习惯现在都要改掉...

另一个是在这四年几乎天天陪我的朋友。似乎跟他很有缘，去哪里做什么都很巧的能跟他一起做。也因为这样也习惯了他的存在。可以告诉他任何事情；而他也常在我最需要朋友的时候陪伴我。我不知道今后我要靠谁...

还有两位是这四年即使不常在一起，却因为华乐，变得这么好的好友。整天笑笑笑，在那边疯疯癫癫，仿佛世界什么烦恼都是浮云。有时候会觉得，不用多说一句你们都懂我。有什么意见说出来，也会惊喜地发现你们和我的想法一样。如今，却不能常和你们在一起...唉...

庆幸的是，现在还是有一位好友陪我，一起努力发奋图强向前冲。

现在只需要调整好心情，和不同校的好友保持联络，同时也做好准备，与同校好友一起把接下来的两年征服，以全新的面貌再见大家！

充实的挑战！加油，黄玮婷！

有了爱的语言，所有的文字都是乏味的

2011-01-27T16:58:00.005+08:00

Gosh, can you imagine? Today is the first day of JC and I am already extremely tired. Shit man, all they gave us today was talks and a little tour around the school. Nothing much; I don't understand why the hell I am so tired.

And i missed BP loads man ! Loads and loads ! At least in sec 1 we'd got Frontiers ! Now... :( Oh, but one good thing is on one of the walls the school got the word "frontiers" ! Hehe, I didn't know they idolise us so much ><

Me jinmei mel went Mac after school to chat. And I learnt loads of things, mainly gossip, from them. lol. And if you happened to read this, WE TALKED ABOUT YOU. Hahaha. We missed Frontiers so much lo . All the memories came back as we went to our Teck Whye campus hahaha.

@我那三个观众 : EXCUSE MOI, i've always been mature k!

我将心回归原点

青春一经典当即永不再赎

2011-01-25T08:42:00.003+08:00

I think my Aaron is so damn hot when he smiles/laughs :) Hehe.

And guess what, i am blogging this thingy while listening to my fahrenheit interview when they were in Japan last week. Hilarious, you hardly can hear their voices because all the fans kept screaming AT MY AARON. LOL. Which means my Aaron is most popular in Japan la uh. HAHAHA. Oh wells.

Anw, yeaaa, it's been quite a long time since i blog. Actually i got lotsa stuff that i can blog about, but because I am too lazy.. and i've got other things that i wanna do, I didn't bother to come here and blog.

So time flies as usual, and our holidays are coming to an end. All my watching of fahrenheit/aaron videos, watching my detective conan, slacking all the day long, going out almost everyday, are all going to come to an end. And to tell you the truth, throughout this whole holiday, I didn't really have one day where I can just you know do whatever i want without proper planning. So it's like everyday I have to follow a certain schedule .. which doesn't make it seem like a holiday at all. LOL. Throughout this whole 2months holidays, I've really only got one day(last friday) that really feel like i am having my holidays. lol. Seems like the rest of the holidays I've been racing against time, trying to finish whatever I needa/wanna do within a certain time. LOL. I don't even think you understand what I am trying to say.

And the majority of my holidays is spent watching detective conan and planning outings/gatherings -.- Okay I know I've complained a dozen times about how tiring it is for me to plan and whatever shit -- you can just ignore me la uh. I also don't know why I am doing all these stupid stuff and making myself so damn tired .. when I can just simply reject. Haha. Despite complaining so much, when I really think about it, I am not blaming anyone.. I just wanna complain.

This is stupid. hahahahaha. Moral of story ? Next time when Jorin Ng complain, just pretend you are listening to her :D

But overall, I still think I've gained quite a lot from this holidays. The outings with friends are invaluable, and the 1ooo bucks i earned within less than 20 days too. Lol. Perhaps it's because I've been able to do whatever i like - reading, watching, going out with my friends - this hols, somehow I've become more optimistic, and I've become braver. Okay, mainly it's because of my Aaron, hees. Before Os, he's been saying about 趁年轻要打拼多一点，“充实的挑战”, and whatever. Seeing how hard he worked, I'm quite motivated and told myself that I've got to spend my holidays meaningfully. So I've crammed my holidays with

-work [to earn more $$$ for my family :D ]

-reading [ to improve on my English and also to get ready not being able to read in the next two years :( ]

-going out with my friends [maybe somehow we won't ever meet again in the future; 我要将我们现在最完美的友情化为难忘的回忆，这样在将来也不会后悔，甚至会带给我力量:) ]

And so, one great change of me is that I am willing to try new things. Maybe because of work, I dare to youknow go to interview or whatever shit. All those things that I used to be so scared of I dare to try them now. Like presenting things, or going to interviews .. these are going to help me and my future, so I'll just take it as trainings. Like this time I didn't score that well, I've decided to go PJC because I wanna try to 争取机会 to show that I am capable .. I wanna train myself to present often, to be the leader or something. 做小池里的大鱼. So Mel said we should appeal to get 4H2s. 以前的我，会拒绝，现在的我要去尝试，即使要和校长说话也不怕，为了更好的未来^^

You know how i always say i wanna save lotsa money to buy whatever i want, and when i really save quite a lot money, i always spend it on friends' birthdays or whatever shit ? Yea, it's still happening now, but not because of friends, but because i just can't stand buying without thinking lol. So now, all the money i earned i wanna give my mama. 新年快到了！^^

I experienced quite alot of setbacks this hols. Little ones, and big ones. Biggest of all is my O levels results. 差强人意. Doesn't make it better when all my friends scored 5A1s and above. But not like they didn't put in effort, they did :) But “每一个劫都可以被当成是祝福”，I choose to look forward to my future instead of dwelling over my failure, which is something good. So in the future if you failed or something, make your failure worthwhile by finding something to learn from it. Every failure = a lesson learnt. Think it this way, and you will succeed someday. FYI, the CEO of Apple (you know the iphone4, itouch4 that brand) and Lincoln (the greatest president known) all failed several times before they finally succeed. Just don't give up la uh.

SO ALL THE BEST, BELOVED FRIENDS :D

P.S. Don't you think it's wonderful to see my aaron HOT face when you opened my blog ? And there's the very nice tune of XTNDXT. Hees.

年轻是我们唯一拥有权利去编织梦想的时光

2010-11-17T19:09:00.002+08:00

O levels officially over. but as expected, 没有想象中那么快乐。Okay. I am still enjoying myself la uh. Mainly just rot my time and myself away with technology. I watched finish 还珠格格 within two days, (Y). It's nice hehe. Though the way they act is damn funnaye. Wahahah. Made me laugh at times, 小燕子 is cuteeeee. :D As in, dumbly cute. If you get what i mean ;P

I thought after Os, i will youknow be very happaye etc. but doesn't seem so. Seems like everything is i planplanplan. Including outings. Like I am the only one who wants to go out. Like i am forcing them to go out or something. Supposedly I don't mind la uh. But then recently some stuff happened that totally wasted my previous efforts of planning these outings. So it's like 前功尽弃. Not exactly pissed, but i cannot say i am happy about it -.- So now my schedule is messed up. And i don't know what to do. seriously i just feel like dumping everything aside and wait until those ppl go and plan themselves. Damn .

Pardon me for complaining. Just goddamn tired from all these planning and stuff. But then again, 是我自己自讨苦吃. Nvmmmm. I'll see what i'll do them . Urgh.

人的价值，在遭受诱惑的一瞬间被决定

2010-09-16T20:39:00.001+08:00

As usual, shuai :) (Y)

p.s. gosh, i am like spamming my blog with fahrenheit stuff -.-

Jiaying: Huh, what picture? From where?:S

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界

2010-09-05T20:05:00.004+08:00

Okay. I don't know why I am here but I am here.

Am feeling so :O now. Because I received an email that is a bit 莫名其妙. Neh-mind, I'll show you perhaps tmr. :D Or Tuesday. That is, if I get to see ya. Tmr still have to go back school for Chemistry. I bet it's going to be like the last time t2 makeup Chemistry lesson. Just babble babble and giving us crapshit sentences/notes that are well unfinished. Kind of. And throw us questions without telling us the answers.

Good thing is, it's t2. Guess I can concentrate more. Been slacking the whole weekend, because I know this slackish period will be gone when next week begins. :D

@jiaying: Hebe's 寂寞寂寞就好 is so damn nice. haha. I am sortof addicted to it.

WATCH. Damn omg. 男男恋！

贪婪是最真实的贫穷，满足是最真实的财富

2010-08-27T21:16:00.002+08:00

飞轮海 Super Hot CF

2010-08-23T17:33:00.000+08:00

O.M.G.

SO DAMN HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O.M.G.

获得幸福的不二法门是珍视你所拥有的，遗忘你所没有的

2010-08-20T20:21:00.005+08:00

HAHA me back again, though I am supposed to be studying. Been sort of slacking the whole day :X This is bad because by right I shouldn't have time to slack.. :l We needa chiong Biology Chemistry and Human Geography within this weekend, because we got our beloved Oral the day before Human Geogpraphy. Gosh. I am so scareded. Was telling Hestia that I would study Human Geogprahy while waiting for Oral and she gave me a very duh face and said, "Huh study geog before oral? Not study oral before oral?" Yea hor, make sense. Don't know, maybe study a little then focus on Human Geog yea? haha.

Today's Amaths was a disaster. The total marks that got deducted because I leave blank is around forty. Gosh, that's extremely scary. If I got any careless... then DIE :X My mum will kill me.

Next week mostly Sciences. D: that's my weakest subjectS. lol. Gotta work gotta work. I don't wanna see the principal~

愚者用肉体监视心灵，智者用心灵监视肉体

2010-08-13T14:14:00.003+08:00

okay. I am supposed to be like doing my work, but am not. God, imagine Nor Ng @ libary doing Physics Homework, while me, I 've done none. :X Gotta do after this. If not DIE.

I don't know why I am here actually. Just feel like typing some stuff down. Oh yea, today's SS prelim. People were complaining (i don't know why ). The scholars were blaming the Vietnamese because of the Vietnamese source + question. lol. Poor My and Tien. As usual, I didn't finish SS. Pathetic can. I am so used to doing my work slow and nice and neat, that eventually I won't be able to finish my stuff on time :X Badbad.

Everyone's saying about today being Friday the Thirteenth. :l My tuition ends @ 9++ somemore. Scareded :X

Next week prelims continue. Hope I'll be able to study everything.
AMATHS! *SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

2010-08-10T20:48:00.007+08:00

"Try not to leave things that can be done today to tomorrow. "

My girlfriend said that to me. Okay, not really said. Haha. SO i decided to update a little. Just so you know, i changed my blogskin because somebody cannot see my blogskin. Haha. Prelims like Friday, and all I can say is, I am unprepared. :X But I am still going to try my best and do whatever I can to get myself prepared, because this prelims is very crucial to me. I don't wanna see the Principal man. :S

Moi family :D

Sorry if I seemed so unfamiliar to you. Didn't mean to. Just so you know, whatever's on the Internet may not be what it seemed :)

Candice: Erm, yea. We have the same shoes indeed. I told you the last last time you came back what -.-

2010-08-08T16:17:00.009+08:00

Going Genting !!

2010-06-20T07:33:00.001+08:00

Yea. This is going to be a short post because I am going alr :l

Guess what. When my papa woke me up this morning, I thought I had to go to school and I don't wanna wake up. STUPID ME. LOL.

So I am going. Don't miss me TOO MUCH, my friends ;P

生活若剥去理想，梦想，幻想，那生命便只是一堆空架子

2010-06-15T22:06:00.005+08:00

Weeeee, FINALLY another slack day for Jorin Ng. Went out with her beloved cousins for a movie outing. Ate lunch together, took neoprints together, watch movie together, ate dinner together, went home together! So happaye.

Lunch and dinner treat by Lynn and Lydia. No, in fact, everything that was spent with money was paid by the both of them XD Naughty moi. But well, I am broke. Heh heh :) Thanks ah! [Shouted to no one in particular -.- ]

Watch Karate Kid @ Cathay Cineplex. Funny.. Too bad can't watch with Frontiers :'(
We took the couple seats lol -- for fun. It's not much difference lo, we just get to you know sit closer because there's no "obstacles" between us -.-

Dinner-- As recommended by Hestia Maria and El Changes the World, we ate @ ASTONS. Gosh, because I am still sick, I can't taste a thing. CRAP, I wanna know how well the food taste, especially the bbq chicken. Next time if you happen to go Cathay Cineplex, must go there kae! Damn nice the food, that's what my cousins said. And when we left the restaurant, WOW such a long queue outside! Thank goodness we went there early :D

Oh yea, we took neoprints two times. One @ the cineleisure arcade, one at some random shop in cineleisure. The arcade one better la ! We each bought shades/specs for ourselves for fun/neoprints/ bring to Genting :DDDDD Once again, paid by the two pig-cousins :D

Goddammit, @ the wrong way again. But neh-mind. Me and my little cousin, wearing our newly-bought shades :D Jiaying and shiqiu met her before. Jieying, youknowyouknow?

The two little pigs which are our sponsors for today's outing :D

Okay, weird facial expressions.

Our movie tickets --- upside down -.-

Our shades/ specs. HAHA. Gotta wear them @ Genting.

The shades are good, 'cause can wear over my specs. And it's not obvious that I am wearing over my specs so (y).

Teehee, all in all I had a great day. But sad thing is, I didn't do my homework for today. Left alot. Slack ma :X Wanna chiong TOMORROW, if possible. Shit, still have to do tuition hw. Grrr. This week see Loh Boon Whore three times a week. Saded.

Oh yea. Been sick for one week but still not healing. Wanna see doctor but DAMN THE CLINIC. Went there yesterday and it's closed.. only open in the morning and night. They clearly stated that that's only for 14 June. And then today when I went there again in the morning, it's closed again. It's only open in the afternoon for 15 June. What the crapshit. Waste my time and energy grrr. So tmr I'm going to see the doctor again -.- Hopefully the clinic won't be closed again man. :X

Shiqiu：Lol, NEVERNEVER. I am notnotnotnotnotnotnot so not going to change my blogskin. haha, 说出我的心声 lol. No la, it's too nice alr. :D

明天的希望，让我们忘了今天的痛苦

2010-06-12T11:27:00.005+08:00

I can't believe it, it's like going to be the third week of June holidays. SO fast -.- unfair. And it seemed as if I have just finished my mid-year exam ytd. Been studying like what everyday.. didn't even get to slack until last night. Went to Night Safari..

Night Safari.. Haha:) You can't really see the animals very clearly. super lol. The lights are dim because it's "night".. so sometimes we can't see the animals.. either they were sleeping at some hidden place, or they camouflaged. Yea, so quite pathetic.

And among all the animals I saw @ the zoo, I still like the lion the best. haha.
Makes me think of lion king ;P

Anyway, we were sitting on the tram when we saw the lion and some lioness. lol.

At first the lion looked very whoa.. but then somebody from behind used flash photography.. and the lion got very pissed off and started roaring. Damn loud. Louder than lion king haha. Damn scary. So bad ! They shouldn't use flash photography. Can you imagine if everyone uses that on you? It's going to be like thousands times in one day. That's very irritating -.- be considerate, ppl~!

Anyway, i didn't take many pictures, or rather I didn't take pictures of any animals. Because you can't take pictures in the dark and flash photography not allowed. So yea...

this is just tables and chairs at a restaurant. It's called Z-bar. Lol. So cool.

yea. This is the chair. Very cool eh. most of the chairs at the place are like that.. cool :)

So now I am back at my home... Getting ready to chiong my pile of holiday homework. Gosh, I didn't really consider the fact that it is impossible to finish all the holiday homework, until Mr Loh pointed it out yesterday AND EVERYONE AGREES. Oh sad. I'll just leave Physics as the last homework first ba :X

Oh yea. Yesterday's Bear Day. Jason says he's not going to use the pencilbox because of the f word. He said his papa will kill him. But i pestered him to use it. He said he will but I think he won't -.-
Sad urgh.

And haha, you don't know what happened during tuition ytd. Super hilarious. Mr Loh shared with us the correct pronunciation of his full name. And the one that seriously suits him. lol. if you get what i mean. And of course some boy-girl thing happened ytd. Made the whole class laughed like siao. Jason looked damn paiseh. I think he blushed :X Oops. All thanks to moi :D

生活中若没有朋友，就像生活中没有阳光一样

2010-05-28T20:08:00.007+08:00

Went out with diarygirls today :)
We went to Swensens Ice-cream buffet.. Actually we didn't eat a lot, although we were super full after that haha:)

Pictures.. although i don't get why cannot rotate. Damn.

Shulei and Nor.

Jieling and Shiqiu

Noreen trying to be funny.. she wanna poke my Aaron to show her dislike towards him. Oh wells.

Me and my rocker face + Shiqiu. lol. I think this is super funny.
Gosh, I made a similar face for my class photo. Shit, i am sure the class photo is going to turn out funny. NOOOOOOOOOO!~

Nice face, huang Shulei.

HAHAHAHA, noreen "unglam" look. YAY!

Nor and shiqiu. Background: Ion Orchard

Shulei and Nor sitting together. Don't be jealous jieling.

Busy chatting away..

I realised I've been going our every week. This is bad, and my mum isn't happaye about it, esp since I 've not been scoring well. Gosh. But don't worry, from now on, no going out. Stay at home study for mock tests. [According to Mr Hisham, they are tests that mock at us -.- ]

Two weeks ago went out with Mel Huimin and Huiping.

Last week went out with Hestia and Eliza.

Today went out with Jieling Shiqiu Nor Shulei.

Just made me realise something.. not all outings will be fun. Sometimes in the end you will realise the outing that you expect to be n0-fun will be the one that turn out to be fun. I also don't know why. Shit, I think I am crapping away like this. Urgh.

Anw, was constantly thinking about the outing today. Did it turn out well? Maybe. Or maybe not. I don't know. I only know last week's outing is fun, with Hestia and El. Although sometimes I feel very awkward haha.

I thought I know you very well. But after every outing that we have, I would then realise that, actually, i don't know you that well. Sometimes I am being blunt, because I thought we are close enough for you to know I am just joking, or i didn't mean what I said. But then I realise, no, you think it the way others think it -- that I am just being.. rude. And I don't know what to say. When i see you talking, or rather, whispering away as if the conversation not meant for me to be in, i will just think that, actually we aren't that close. Yea. 不知道是疑心病太重，还是那本来就是事实。

I didn't score well for my CT2, guess most of you know. And, the thing that made me quite surprised, is that when I am feeling that down at that point/ moment, I couldn't think of anyone that i could 诉苦 (good english jorin ng, keep it up -.-). Yea maybe there really are lotsa ppl who will be willing to "lend their shoulders", but.. idk. Maybe I just don't want to cause any trouble. And I don't know what's wrong with me. Bottling up everything despite knowing that there are friends who will always be there for me.

I realise that I've changed.. a little. 惹到我，我就用尖酸刻薄的言语，刺伤你。That's bad, and I will use that sarcastic tone when I am not happy. Notgoodnotgood. and i know i learn it from my classmate. [note: it's singular]

生气是拿别人做错的事来惩罚自己

2010-05-16T08:57:00.004+08:00

Teehee~ I am back.

Went out with Melissa Huimin and Huiping ytd to Bugis. :)
Nothing much honestly, we just walk here walk there see.
I didn't buy anything. Just a Newbie shirt (the four of us buy tgt:D) and erm neoprint.
Yea met Ruizhi @ the neoprint shop. 跟踪我 -.-
haha.
I love the neoprints man, I think it's super nice, although got one pic i "closed" my eyes. ><>honestly I don't see the point of blogging now leh. haha. But I am still blogging -.-

Jiaying: LOL jiaying. It took a few seconds to understand why theres "you" inside. Super lame can. -.- but the song seriously nice. Addicted to it

每天告诉自己，“我真的很不错”

2010-05-13T16:28:00.003+08:00

每天告诉自己，“我真的很不错”

Woohoo~ common test finally over. Happy, because I finally can sleep tonight ! :D

Haha, but well, we still have to continue with life --- do homework prepare for tests.
We have very efficient teachers man. So far got back SS and Geog alr. Mr Lim go through Chemistry paper today ( although he didn't give us back the papers). Crap man, Chemistry is so scary. No keywords= no points. And calculations we need to write sentences and not the mathematis calculation -.- Oh no I think I will fail :X

Hopefully won't get back anymore paper :X I don't want don't want !

p.s. 你不会 damn nice kay !

突然感觉你好遥远

2010-04-24T09:26:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel so sad. Read someone's blog. Someone who used to be so close to me and everything. Many things happened and she changed alot, I guess. Although she still sound the same when she sms-ed me last week :l Oh wells. I don't know what to say. The only thing I hope is that next year, after we separate and go on separate paths, nothing similar will happen again. I don't like it when friends that I am close with suddenly change and I no longer know if I really know her anymore and if she still wanna me to be her friend.

Life's so sad uh ?

以为懂了原来懂不了，想很多却未必想得通

选择做自己，一是一种成就

2010-04-05T23:29:00.003+08:00

Aww crap. It's April. Mid-year soon, whether common tests or not. Scareded. Help. Help.

字里行间，少了弦外之音，是大众认定的平淡无味

世间得与失，本来就无绝对

2010-03-28T20:31:00.003+08:00

*sigh* shuaishuaishuaishuaishuai!~~~~

Candice：Yea, it's weiling sister. cool eh, but she very quiet lo, so scary -.-

爬得高高的，未必永远在天际。稍有不慎摔下来，也挺麻烦的。

明明身在其中却仿佛置身事外

2010-03-27T17:14:00.002+08:00

CRAP. It's alr March. Correction: THE END of March. Getting so much so much closer to "O" Level, but I am not prepared. Oh no oh no. Die die die.

Urgh. So many irritating stuff to do. I am not a good leader. :(

Tags replied:
Nor: Yes meh, they jealous meh? I think okay only lo.
Shiqiu: well my friend, it's okay to be jealous. HAHA.
Wei qian: OF COURSE. It's MY blog ma. haha.
Edmund: Yea, seriously long long time no see.
Bochao: hey hey hey~
Eunice: Yea, guess so.
Lynn: Honestly, I think i can always wait to see you. -.-

I want a new printer. I NEED a new printer. Gotta stop asking friends to help me print stuff -.-

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS - SINGAPORE

2010-03-22T18:24:00.006+08:00

COOL HUH. :D

This is what it is the moment you enter Universal Studios. Mainly it's just shops lo. This place is called HOLLYWOOD.

Nice eh?

POPCORNS!

Super random pic. haha.

Not very birght but yea those castles are at the Shrek's area.

Okay so I am lucky enough to get to go to Universal Studios ytd :) With my cousins! Teehee~

Honestly, I think it's super nice. Really. Didn't expect it to be so good. And the best thing is: MOSTLY ROLLER COASTER RIDES :D

You can actually see parts of the word hollywood at the background of the picture. That's the exit/entrance. Sort of.

So firstly we went to this roller coaster for juniors. called Enchanted Airways. It's at the Shrek "Far Far Away" Area. I think the castles are super cool. :D It's not scary at all, just turn here turn there. The staff over there still have to clap when we finished the ride -.-

This is the castle lo. @ Shrek Area. This place is called "Far Far Away" lol. At the right hand corner of the picture you can see the word Shrek.

The next ride we sat is Jurassic's area ride. called Jurassic Rapids Water Adventure or something? I don't know, quite a long name :l haha. This ride is not scary la. You'll see some dinosaurs.. then got the what uh tunnel. You can't see a thing inside. You won't really get wet. Depends. The first time we sat, we didn't get very wet. The second time, three of us were EXTREMELY WET. It's like they went down to swim or something. completely wet okay. -.-

My stupid finger. Urgh.. but at least you get to see alittle of the dinosurs. :D

After that we went to sit the Revenge of the Mummy. SUPER NICE. I think this is the NICEST among all the thrilling rides in Universal Studios. It's a bit like haunted house kind of thing-- quite scary , and of course roller coaster. Maybe the first time you will think it's scary because you don't know what's going to happen next, but then the second time you will think it's FUN. NOTE: THE ABOVE IS ONLY IF YOU LOVE ROLLER COASTERS LIKE ME, AND AREN'T SCARED OF THEM. Some people simply can't stand roller coasters haha. Like kelly. lol.

This is the area i like best. Very cool uh. SO Egypt. Loveitloveitloveit~

After lunch we went to this theatre. There are this Monster Rock Band performing or something. I think it's quite nice la. They just sing and dance. Cool. :D I like it ~

After that we went to *gasp* Battlestar Galactica. The name so WHOAAA. And yes the ride is also WHOAAAA. Damn scary. I was practically thinking "mamamamama" when it went down the slope. I sat the red one, the one with no upside downs. The one that supposedly shouldn't be that scary. But it IS scary. But all my cousins crazy one uh, they LOVE it and kept sitting it again and again and again. Okay the roller coaster is just too fast, especially when it goes down. I can't stand the gravity thingy when it goes down. but the whole ride is,heh heh,fun. Anw I sat total two times. I sat the second time because I want myself to overcome the fear (Hestia said"FOR WHAT?"when she heard about this lol. ). My cousins all roller coaster freak one lo. I got one cousin this year pri three she rode the blue one, the upside down herself, ALONE! siaosiaosiao one lo. -.- I am sure my cousins sat the two roller coasters more than ten times. CRAZY.

The tracks..

We also went to Water World to see some performance. Quite cool. got explosion and stuff. And you will get wet if you sit in the front row. lol. I wanna get wet!

Honestly you ppl should go, because it's extremely cool. haha. Although some rides are still not open. Like the Transformer one. Heard that it will only be available next year. Awww.

Aww crap.

2010-03-14T15:38:00.001+08:00

all thanks to Sports Day. -.-

我已经习惯，活在别人读不懂的耐人寻味中

2010-02-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

I hate embarrassing moments. But somehow my life is full of embarrassing moments, which is extremely bad. I don't blame others only blame myself. For being, well, JORIN. Haha. Welcome to the world of Jorin Ng, then. :)

Came here, because I saw something that reminds me of something that irritates me(NOTE: it's present tense) A LOT. Whatever it is, spoil my mood.

GREAT. Urgh .

Tags replied:
Lynn: LOL. Don't know. DEFINITELY MAYBE :)
Shiqiu: Yea. haha:)

祝：有情人终成眷属

2010-02-12T22:08:00.006+08:00

CO performance not very good i would say, but well we can't do anything I guess.

But due to some stuff that happen later, my mood isn't affected. Know of something interesting and yet, quite sad. Awww.

Chatted with the Indo scholars during recess. So interesting. I don't know why interesting but yea interesting ha.

Watched Percy Jackson And the Lightning Thief after school, super nice. The guy is good to look at and the movie is funny throughtout the whole er.. movie. haha. You should go and watch. Kelly watched Valentine's Day with Felicia, and she said it's nice. I WANNA WATCH awww, :( BUT no time! So sad uh .

Anw, wish you HAPPAYE VALENTINE'S DAY AND 新年快乐！

Enjoy the holidays uh :D

Tags replied:
Shiqiu: Yea, quite long time ago haha.
Shulei: No la not sian haha.
Lynn: No there isn't, that's the main point! :D
Eunice: GOOD LUCK IN JC THEN. Haha:)
Noreen: Yea, maybe. Thurs got choir haha!

一段不被看好的爱情，因为友情，而不了了之

人不在，情不移

2010-02-04T16:22:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I am back but well, I am back :D

Like finally, I can come home early today. Have been waiting for today, 'cause today no time prac like WEEEEE.:D Butbutbut still got lotsa homework. GOt tuition homework D:

Tmr got CO got tuition. Gotta leave early from CO prac AGAIN. Not happy with this fact but well.. What can we do? I just scared Mr Sim will scold me. Haiy.

Suddenly feel so sian now :X

不说明就不懂的事，也就是怎么说明都不会懂的事

2010-01-25T18:04:00.003+08:00

不说明就不懂的事，也就是怎么说明都不会懂的事

Awww, it's Monday again. I got Monday blues!~ Lol like I'm the only having that -.- It's an extremely sucky monday with lousy timetable and time prac and so many homework to do/hand in. Awww, I didn't sleep enough :X Was rushing homework ytd lo. Bad girl bad girl.

Tmr gonna be a better day because TMR GOT CO!! Muahaha. Jorin Ng gonna run here run there again urgh. :l

世间许多真实不会在表层呈现。若一时看不透，只能留待他日路遥知马力

躺着看天空，因为眼泪不会掉下来

2010-01-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

躺着看天空，因为眼泪不会掉下来

Common test is finally over . It's been a torture this whole week. Study study study like there's no tmr D: But well .. Haha:) I don't think I will score . I am extremely scared I will fail alot of subjects . Then DIE . Hoho. But for now, I think it's IMPORTANT for me to slack and relax for awhile. I slept 12 hours ytd -.- I think i slept like a pig lo hehe.

I was hoping today can watch Avatar but seems like it's impossible today :X Oh wells. That's too bad then. I didn't really want to watch Avatar anyway hehe.

BPCO practice ytd is okay. I just have to run here run there. Got newcomers then need to find instruments for them. Some ppl always never come then I just use their erhu. Lol why am i blogging about these random stuff uh . Oh shuddup Jorin Ng .

Anw, school reopens and it just so reminds me that life's unfair. I totally forgot about this fact during the December holidays. Too much fun i guess. But well, now that school reopens, the stuff that happened just make me realise life's s unfair. (NOTE: This is not meant to be emo-ish/depressing ). You know, like some ppl who slack alot, and then can score very well, that's unfair. And like when you and your friend were talking. That friend of yours was bullying. And you got scolded instead for DISTURBING her. Awww, that hurts. Nah, it doesn't hurt honestly. Just that, you just feel like slapping that friend of yours because she is so 得意. Yea. Fancy this kind of friend.

Neh-mind . i got my method of revenging :)

2010-01-07T20:06:00.003+08:00

It's like you're absent everyday .

It's been a long time since I blog . Yours truly is too lazy to blog la hehe :D

SO . School reopened (yea it's always open) . It just got super saddening that we are now sec fours . We are the oldest of the oldest . 老了 . Awwww . Worst still , next week is common test . WOW , so nice uh :l I really scared i never score well lo :X

There's many things to worry about now . Other than test results . Several other things . 2o1o isn't a good start for Jorin Ng I would say . She has every urge to just sleep when she's studying urgh . :'(

And despite the fact that my birthday is one month plus ago , ppl still owe me birthday prezzie . Ohhhhh . Okay this is super random . Haha :) Sorraye , I am just feeling random now . Pissed /unhappaye with so many ppl right now . And shittaye there are so many stuff waiting for me to do . :'( I seriously wonder how I am going to cope when there's time practice starting from week 3 D:

I don't know how long before I will blog again , but don't miss me , and see you soon :)

I think I will cry if one day I stepped into the class and it's Frontier .

Some ppl are just being so 无理取闹 .

NOT HAPPY :(

Australia!

2009-12-21T07:06:00.005+08:00

Backbackbackback ! :D

Hey ! So I'm back . Didn't have any photo 'cause I didn't bring any techno stuff there . Lol . But nevermind , so Australia is indeed fun ! :) The theme parks are oh-so-nice . And if you compare them with our Singapore's Escape Theme Park , oh god it's 天壤之别 D: The rides are so so so thrilling , that you can really use the thrilling to describe them lol . I think it's very cool lo . Especially in Movie WB World :DDDDD You know those roller coasters normally got slopes right . It's like in Movie World their roller coasters go down the slopes BACKWARDS . Zomgggg, and they MAKE SURE you don't know it's going down backwards ( it's dark ma ) . Yea, rides like Scooby Doo spooky ride and Wild West falls (this is very wet) are like that . And while other ppl were screaming like hell when it went backwards , I was cheering like mad . So damn fun uh . Awww Jorin feel so contented .

Oh oh oh , see this ? Haha :) Cool eh . It's some entertainment @ Movie World . Damn nice . Got one part the car fly in the air lo . Damn WOW . (y) I love Movie World ! :D

andandand they got this Superman rollercoaster . It's very high . Damn high . And the worse thing is the highest part of it is the top of the slope D: So when it goes down the slope it's like jumping down from erm let's see 7th - 10th storey . Yea it's that high . And fast . So scary . I almost want to scream mama when I ride it D: But well , at least I did ride it . :D

I went horse riding . Me horse name is Wee-pix. I don't know how it's spelled but well the pronunciation is like that . It's twenty years old , and VERY GUAI for its age . My cousin's horse kept banging into trees ON PURPOSE lo . Mine not , mine very guai and clever :D

Anw , this trip cost me a bomb man . I spend about Aus $300 , which is like S$400 lo . And i
spent all this to buy stuff my friends , only buy a few things for meself . :D But still i am contented la . Hehe :)

Gtg , so bye . And guess you ppl miss me ALOT while I 'm gone . Awww , esp my strings . Don't worry , you'll see me again tmr :D

BYE.

2009-12-11T08:33:00.001+08:00

BYE . AND BYE .

Gone with the wind :)

Don't miss me uh :l

A real friend isn't capable of feeling sorry for you.

2009-11-26T09:39:00.002+08:00

A real friend isn't capable of feeling sorry for you.

Okay, although it's days after me birthday, i still wanna thank my friends for my birthday presents:D I love them alot. Haha:) Thanks eh! I had a WONDERFUL birthday this year like weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D

Ooh, Nor's @ Taiwan now D: Then after that it'll be Shulei's turn to go overseas, to Japan D: And then me and jieling woohoo. Poor Ruizhi , she's going to DIE man. THREE practices without moi. Oh wells. Shulei also. No Jieling. Scores manager gonna be so busyyyyyy.

Yeayea, tmr holiday! But i don't think i'm going anywhere fun D: Boohoo. Okay I am crapping here lol.

Tags replied:
Lynn: Lol decided not to delete my darling blog :D
Shiqiu: ha thanks. But my birthday over alr so sad, then must wait for another one year :l
Jiaying: Hoho thanks. :D
"Noreem": EH SOMEHOW MY PHONE REVIVED LEH. haha:) SO meaning i still can use it. But then the battery like got problem like that lo. Anws, have fun @ Taiwan.
Eunice: UNFAIR! No homework! Urgh, i still got quite a number left lo :X

2009-11-21T06:53:00.000+08:00

There's nothing to be excited about

i feel like deleting my blog. :X Suddenly seems so meaningless now lol.

2009-11-10T20:12:00.002+08:00

Change your point of view, and the perspective is completely different.

WEEEEEEE, like finally it really seems like holidays. I didn't know O level chinese affect my holiday mood so much until yesterday :D So it's finally over and I am so happaye. But then now I have to start doing my holiday homework :S Oh well, this is life :l

Thanks for waiting , it just sort of .. brighten my day . :D

I didn't know we are THAT close, until that pathetic thing happen.

It makes me wonder if what i'm doing now is just my true nature. Because it
hurts less than everything else.

GONE. :'(

People think they know what they're getting, ad they're always wrong.

2009-11-06T20:20:00.005+08:00

People think they know what they're getting, ad they're always wrong.

Something Memorable and Sweet

Which is your ..
cutest SMS?
"Hahahaha. thank you ah jo! you remembered uh. Xie xie ni! wo hen kai xing. " ----Khai

Favourite SMS?
"Eh.. i go bac 1st kay? Mwahaha.. Dun miss me 2 much.. Haha.. =D cyaa wen i cyaa..! Hv fun nex week.. =p ! " Oh wells, I didn't expect this.. 'cause no one ever bother to send me something like this haha:)

Funniest SMS?
Countless, but well, I'll just choose one:)
" Feeling stress?? Then try haveing.. SEX!!!! It helps you to relax... :) Do you know how to hav SEX? Let me teach you three ways :
= Sleep
= Eat
= eXercise
AND HELLO! Dun think dirty lah!!! xD" ----- Wan Qin

LOL.

Most Creative SMS?
" From: The World Health Organisation
Dept. of Cerebral&Mental Health
Our sincere felicitations on the birthday of Jorin Ng Wei Ting , the esteemed *President* of one of the most renowned mental institutions in the world. The board of directors here at WHO would like to wish you a happy and pelasant birthday Ms Ng.

Note: However , do please try not to get carried away on this joyous occasion such that you might skip on your daily anti-depressants and medicine . " ----ShuLei

Most Qian Bian SMS?

"Hey!btw thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaank youu 4 da goody2 u noe wat.. Hehe.. Um cyaa tomoro n hav fun hehe.. U noe u can juz make up an excuse n go off 2 orchard haha" ---Hestia T.T

Sweetest SMS?
" 1) 朋友--> 不是命运的安排而是自己的选择
2) 朋友 ~ 不需要珍贵的礼物只是真诚的爱
3) 朋友= 需要互相的支持与抱柔
我只想告诉你: 你是我永远的好朋友" ---- Jiaying

Most Sincere SMS?
"Hey Jorin really Sry my father checked with the management office that the pit r already booked le. Really really sorry :(" --- Yeekiet :D

Okay, this is lame :D

I am not happaye. It's school holidays.. SO? Not as happaye as everyone is. And I don't know why. :l Oh wells.. Next tuesday got O level Chinese and I am scareded like heaven :( I scared I score very badly :X Life's miserable D: Been sick this whole week, all thanks to hestia maria. Oh wells, thanks Kelly for the honey drink and Strepsils, Ming Kang for your Strepsils, Noreen for your erm lozenges(?) , Hestia for your unknown Meiji lozenges lol, and several others who bother to care for moi when i'm sick haha:) My friends rock! :D

Anw, I still wish you HAPPAYE HOLIDAYS! Must relax uh! Play and Work at the same time eh!

Envy, after all, comes from wanting something that isn't yours. But grief
comes from losing something you've already had.

很安靜

2009-10-25T11:35:00.003+08:00

nice:D

When you only have a hammer, everything looks like a nail.

2009-10-24T09:45:00.002+08:00

When you only have a hammer, everything looks like a nail.

Like finally I am back:X

Ytd's BAZAAR!:D Was damn funnnn! Heh heh:) Almost the whole class got wet. And I a naughty enough to find those DRY ones to pour water at. Peepo like Jeryl, JingHao, Benjamin, AiWei, Noreen, JieLing, ShuLei, Jin Mei, Felicia, Khairuddin HAHA. It's so funnnnnnnn! I used PAILS. Hohoho! Then everyone got veryveryvery wet ALL THANKS to me:D awww taoyan. :D Sad thing is, T1 ppl were too busy with their HAUNTED HOUSE to come down and let me pour them with WATER. Oh wells. so 12 Frontiers get away with it. -.-

ANW! Ytd Indo scholars didn't go to school as well, they got some fountain competition. :( unfair! If you want me to say it in a nice way, it's because they won't have the chance to know what our school bazaar is like. In the bad way, I DON'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO GET THEM WETTT. Especially Maria. SO SAD. 人生中最大的遗憾.. :'(

Andandand I DON'T HAVE A CHANCE TO TRY OUT T1'S HAUNTED HOUSE. Eh lotsa ppl go neh. I went up alr but too many ppl so haha give other peepo a chance to tryyy. SO SAD RIGHT?! :((((( HAUNTED HOUSE. But I honestly think when I go in and the peepo try to scare me , i will be laughing like hell. Seriously.

I don't get why they like to complain so much about them. We are once classmates like hello, and they don't even have any positions to say THAT.
Yes, that's part of the gossip, Maria.

Sometimes to get what you want the most, you have to do what you want the least.

2009-10-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes to get what you want the most, you have to do what you want the least.

Interesting facts about my friends:

Do you know that ShuLei got chronic motion sickness?
Yea, so during her trip to Hong Kong last December, she was vomiting on her journey there. So sad uh!

Do you know that Melissa doesn't like people to touch her shoulders?
Yea, she believes that touching one's shoulders bring bad luck D: So don't touch her shoulders, or hit it!

Do you know that Jiaying doesn't like people to touch her bag?
Okay. This one I am not sure.. Primary school she hates people pull her bag etc etc, now in sec sch, I don't know 'cause no one is childish enough to pull her bag. LOL.

Do you know that Noreen doesn't like people to think she's very very clever and can always score well?
Sort of la. It will make her even more stress. Haha:) I know she used to not like people say her stress, 'cause she wasn't. But now she is indeed stress, so she won't deny it. Haha:)

Do you know that JieLing wants to go K-Box?
Yea, and I was planning to bring her go on her bday(which is tmr) , but it's too ex.. so we'll wait till next year!

Do you know that Kelly doesn't like or see people who acts cute?
She didn't admit and I didn't bother to ask her, but she doesn't like to hear Melissa act-cute voice although it's indeed a cute voice lol.

Do you know that Felicia didn't sleep just to make 39 o1 Frontiers bears for the whole Frontiers?
I hope the whole class knows about this man! Hope none of them throw the precious bear bear away:X

Do you know that HuiMin is just a gullible person who treasures friendship very much and can do anything to defend her friend?
Or at least that's what she'd made me think after this almost three years friendship. It's just so sad that after what she's done to her beloved good friend, that "friend" of hers actually betrayed her. Tsk.

Do you know that JiaYan doesn't like people to call her chiobu, but like people to call her shuaige?
Yea. A very unique person I would say. And honestly I think she's ...... SHUAI. Just shuai! :D Awww, mel don't be jealous.

Do you know WHY I called Hestia my maid? :)))
Her full name is Hestia Maria Moningka. Maria sounds SO like a MAID, so ta-dah she's my maid she's my maid. Muahahaha!

Do you know that ShiQiu can slack as much as us?
Yea, and I believe that the reason why she always score better than us is because she has good time management :)

Do you know that KaiTing would love to receive a scrapbook from her friends?
Not an empty scrapbook la uh lol. A scrapbook full of words, pictures etc etc that's from her beloved friends. Awww, so sweeeeeet. :D

Do you know that ZhiQing is veryvery silly?
Yes she's silly. From how close we are since sec one, I can guarantee you she's very silly indeed. LOL.

Do you know that Jin Mei mind the number of birthday presents and wishes she received on her brthday?
Yea, so friends of Jin Mei, please remember to wish her happaye bday and give her bday present uh:D

Do you know that YinTing is veryveryveryveryyyyyy scared of people poking her stomach?
Yea, TRY it and you can hear her very high pitch screammmmmmmmmm.

Do you know that Su Li likes to tap you on your shoulder and pretend she didn't?
That's very lame, but well, she IS lame. Haha:)

Do you know that CaiShan loves to glare at people just for fun?
Yea. And I'll always laugh . Can't help it. I think it's very funnaye. lol.

Do you know that Jiaying didn't know that she's prettaye although lotsa people think she is?
This is really very surprising uh. Hello jiaying just to let you know once again, lotsa people think you're prettaye. I thought you know that long long long ago alr leyy.

Do you know that Melissa can mimic Tweety Bird ?
IT'S DAMN CUTE. Haha:) "I tot I thaw a putty tat"~~~ LOLS! Love it love it.

Do you know that Shulei wants to go Paris ?
Yea. And she doesn't mind if she has to vomit all the way to Paris. Wow, that's so.... BRAVE of her.

Do you know that Noreen loves to add a "haha" whenever she thinks there's an awkward moment?
Yea. Sometimes when I didn't react to what she said or react well enough, she will a "haha", which is damn cute to moi. LOL!

Do you know that Hestia is a very good actress who only likes to bully me and does all the funny stuff in front of me ONLY?
Yea. She doesn't treat people as she treats me. As in, she treats other people BETTER. Awww, this is bad. Naughty naughty, you should see how she's like when she's talking to moi and stuff. Noreen knows and saddeningly, only she knows and witness. :'(

I'm starting to like tomorrow as much as Frontiers :) esp after Fri's inter-class:) i can truly feel our class spirit .. although we aren't the cheering comp champion, but we are the only class who cheer the loudest and cheer from the start to the end :) LOVE them heh:) so sad my team didnt take pictures ytd :'( Hehe 3T2 did a great job yea! :DDDDDD

&&& all thanks to MOI, Frontiers got meeting next thurs, but saddeningly choir ppl got choir, so they most probably can't come. Eeyur I am so digusted :(

I am a big big girl in a big big world

2009-10-11T23:08:00.003+08:00

Life sometimes gets so bogged down in the details, you forget you are living it.

Sing with moi! I'm a big big girl in a big big world.I can imagine MY MAID rolling her eyes and saying " It's a long long long long loooooong ago song". Oh wells who cares, it's nice and I am addicted to it again. Heh! :D

Urgh, tmr Emaths and Physics! Oh gosh oh gosh, I am so damn scared! Wish me GDLK uh! :D

Wish YOU Good Luck for EOYS eh! :D Four more days! And I am FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

" The truth doesn't always set you free; people prefer to believe prettier,
neatly wrapped lies."

Don't think you can say something that makes this all right, because you can't

2009-09-21T09:52:00.002+08:00

Don't think you can say something that makes this all right, because you can't

Hey peepos I am back. This weekend pass so quickly. Tmr got school -.- One good thing is TMR GOT CO. Muahaha. I love CO! Gotta take more pictures for strings blog. And yea, if you have time, drop by our strings blog uh. And see how much I've updated. Heh heh :)

You know how every now and then you have a moment where your whole life
stretches out ahead of you like a forked road, and even as you choose one gritty
path you've got your eyes on the other the whole time, certain that you're
making a mistake?

Tags replied:
ruizhi: Linkedddd!!
Lynn: Yea, it's nice.
Jiaying: Yea i know.
Shiqiu: Nah, NEVER miss. That's SOMEBODY's job isn't it? :)
Noreen: That day go Lot one watch movie i think
Eunice: Haha. The blogsong is nice!
Caishan: Quite rare. Haha:)
Maria: I didn't ask you to come here -.-

Things don't get lost if they don't have value

2009-09-20T12:49:00.003+08:00

Things don't get lost if they don't have value.

Urgh, we are supposed to relax during this weekend. but just because of one extra holiday tmr, we have lotsa hw. Next week got FOUR tests. Great. GREAT. Urgh. And I haven't study them
-.- Oh wells. What can you expect?

It feels good to be back to school. The moment I stepped in to class, whoa, feels good. And I am glad that I've been sort of catching up alr. At least I am not slacking anymore. Or not as much as before. Which is good.

Bio oral seems to be a disaster... I don't know? I only Maria did well for that lurhhs. Got praised neh. Good lurhhs. Though.. T.T

Ha:) Let's hope today not gonna be another boring day for moi. Haiy.

You can fool yourself. You'd think it's impossible, but it turns out it's
the easiest of all.

苹果，好吃的话，其实一颗就够了

2009-09-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

苹果，好吃的话，其实一颗就够了

Damn nice! :D

There are microscopic clues, like fingerprints, that stay invisible unless you know how to look for them

2009-09-06T08:53:00.002+08:00

There are microscopic clues, like fingerprints, that stay invisible unless you know how to look for them.

It's holiday, but no it doesn't seems like holiday, what with all those homework and stuff :X Saded, but what can you expect? It's upper sec life after all. :l

"It's not the adrenaline rush; it's not even the potential happy ending.
It's because when you get down to it, I'm the one who's lost."

You can't exist in this world without leaving a piece of yourself behind

2009-08-30T14:07:00.006+08:00

You can't exist in this world without leaving a piece of yourself behind.

HELLO ppl. CO IS COOL! I like ju hua tai. Damn nice. da zu de li liang! heh :) But my juniors are still very naughty. Haiy. I don't know what to do la uh.

OH. YTD IS KELLY'S BDAY.
happy belated birthday,

HoWeiYi Donald Duck!:D
Ytd's outing is so cool. FRONTIERS! It's like a dream you know. Like 2009 has never approached. Like we have never been separated. Like we are still one class(yes we still are!). We played Captain's ball. okay. THEY played. I didn't play. Oh, they played Monkey's ball. So funnaye la Khai and xuying :D The guys very cute lo. Elvis is still as blur as ever; Diko still that cute; Khai is still that cheeky guy, as funny as ever; Xuying still that GAY! Ha:) Makes me miss frontiers. Other than them still got jiayan jiaying jin mei kelly felicia zhiqing ! They played captain's ball until very funnaye lurhhs. Don't know how to say them, but make me think last year teacher's day(i think) when we played captain's ball as a class, boys vs girls. So funnaye lo. Laugh like heaven lurhhs. Heh:)

I LOVE FRONTIERS!

You can widen the feet of a compass, but they are still attached at the top; you
can spin them away from each other, but you always wind where you started --
Jodi Picoult

Read her books, esp Sister's keeper, heard that it's touching. Coming out as a movie :D

It's weird. She's only been absent for one day, but it seems like weeks since I've last seen her.

Tags replied:
Eunice: SOMEONE. Ha:) Yea. You come co and scold them lo. :D
Lydia: of course the blog song is nice.
Lynnnn: Thank me for putting such a NICE blogsong ha
Rachel: YO! :D

If two ppl have the same secret, it's not a secret anymore.

2009-08-26T19:13:00.000+08:00

If two ppl have the same secret, it's not a secret anymore.

Hello ppl. Today got CO. And I don't know what to say. Ok la not bad la :D At least better than ytd's -.-

I don't know how to take care of my juniors. Some of them are rude -.- And I am not happaye by that fact. :(

The thing about death, was that it robbed you of your vocabulary for comfort.

Sorraye Maria. Didn't mean to. Didn't expect THAT in fact. Sorraye :D

Tags replied:
Lynn: Yea. Like how I always ignore you -.-
Gerene : LOLS.
Caishan: Hello?
Shiqiu: Haha:)
Candice: don't know. Forget -.-
Eunice: LOL yea. Seriously nobody know. I think. Ha:)

It's not that I am tired, I just let myself fall away from hardworking

2009-08-22T07:17:00.000+08:00

It's not that I am tired, I just let myself fall away from hardworking

Hey peepo~ COMMON TEST IS OVER YEA? I am super duper happaye. Okay la, not THAT exaggerating but still, happaye. Heh:) And we've got back some of our papers neh. Saddeningly I didn't score well. Failed one, and almost failed another one. GREAT . What can I expect from myself anyway ? This is stupid .

Next week gonna be a erm fateful week? Lol. Got lotsa things needa do. i hope everything goes according to what I planned.. If not die liao! :l Haiy. It's troublesome , but for the sake of a human, bear with it. Phew.

Andandand next week got THREE CO practice. HOW GREAT IS THAT? VERY GREAT. Weeeee. That made up for ytd's cancelled CO prac! I love it i love it. I told ya, we have a GREAT chairman haven't we ? :DDDDDD Hoho!

COMMON TEST IS OVER. LALALA. IT'S TIME FOR READINGGGGG. WEEEE.

Happiness wasn't just what you reported; it was also how you chose to remember

2009-08-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

Happiness wasn't just what you reported; it was also what you chose to remember

SO I'm back. Didn't update recently cos my com/blogger got problems. The whole website is like so weird. Today finally for improvement, but still got some problem. lol. SO. How's common test today? 我惊吓过度. Didn't manage to finish SS, chinese lotsa questions don't know how to do. :( I am scared I'm going to fail my chinese :( Maybe I will cry like how i cry when I failed my maths for the first time last year. Tmr Physics and Emaths. I am scareddd. Despite the fact that I am slacking right here :P I am a bad girl. Yea I am. Haiy.

THIS IS SUPER RANDOM but I MISSED FRONTIERS. :l Very much. Veryveryverymuch. :D I can't wait for our next gathering/outing man! But WHERE should we go neh? Okay, it's too fast to think about this now. Ha:) Gotta wait till EOY's over. Awww.

Anw Kelly's bday approaching eh! Approaching fast yea? And I don't know what's the best bday present for her -.- I asked her today. Ha:) Of course I didn't get anything out of her. She's got what she need you can say :S Oh wells. I'll ask my dear Shulei/scores manager for ideas:DDDD

"Actually she love math. She loved knowing that if she worked hard enough, at
the end there was going to be an answer that made sense. "

Tags replied! :
Caishan: PAISEH! blogger's fault. Haha:) And YOU KNOW I DREAMT OF THAT PENCIL A FEW DAYS AGO. So weird -.-
Shulei LAH: Yea right. this means I am AS CUTE AS SPONGEBOB :DDD thankyou for the praise then:D
ShiQiu: Yea, but I guess i will score badly:(
Huimin: reeeally? CO CHAIRMAN CRIED NEH! UNBELIEVABLE. :S Haha:) It's saddening lo. I don't understand why SOME PPL THINK THERE'S NOTHING TO BE SAD ABOUT. Cold-hearted, I insist calling them that -.-
Candice: YEA, so i changed my blog song faster than I planned to -.- All thanks to you ha:) And yeayea my blogskin rocks :D
Tingfang: Yo yo!
Noreen: Ello. :D
Lynn: Emma Watson ! Ha:) Yea, she's prettaye. Very prettaye. Don't be jealous of her! *wink*

If you hope, get ready for disappointment

2009-08-09T18:02:00.002+08:00

If you hope, get ready for disappointment

HELLO ppl. heh heh. Cheering comp finally over. Yay haha hooray. this is so random. All thanks to this stupid cousin who is behind me and then keep pressing stupid stuffs so that i cant blog properly. Yea. TO THINK THAT STILL GOT PPL LIKE HIM. dammit.

Anw, I am feeling so random. It's national day ppl. And the patriotic Jorin Ng is super duper excited. Cos she thinks that National Day = Holidays. Weeee. But the stupid thing is that common test 2 is approaching like so zzz. So stupid.

OH OH OH . Harry Potter ! I watched it. And i am so excited that i 've watched it! :D It's HARRY POTTER! WEEEEEE. I think it's nice and i am crazy to cry when dumbledore died. Saded de leh. But the cold-blooded lynn didn't even care to cry. She said there's nothing to cry. The Emma Watson is damn prettaye. SO nice. And i think she acts very well, not like what Maria said : "cry until very dramatic" lol. Oh wells. :D

national day! Ppl must enjoy !! Don't keep studying uh! Must slack and slack and slack like moi! :D

Tags replied:
Caishan: Lol teehee?
Shiqiu: Crap la. SO happy just because i see you in the morning.
Noreen: LOL.
Mingkang: Am i high? No, i am low. lol.

ZOMG.

2009-08-03T18:47:00.001+08:00

ZOMG. Haha. Didn't expect myself to return hereeeee so fast! :D Okay it's been a typical school day today.

So how's your preparation for cheering comp? As in for those who got into finals la. -.- Haha:) Ours is... dots dots. Ha:) But honestly I am quite EXCITED about the cheer, cos it's quite nice :D BUTBUTBUT D:D:D: Maria told me she heard T1 tritium(lol!) cheer and it's nice tooo! WOOHOO HUIMIN MEL LE EN~~~~ nice job nice job. I can't wait to hear it! hope it's gonna be a surprise! GDLK man! Teehee~

Ok suddenly i am in sucha a good mood. Maybe because of something I saw just now:DDDD Oh wells.

okie dokie this is gonna be a short and sweet post then ha:)

P.S. tmr still got emaths test-.- awwww~
P.S.S I was practically fighting with Maria in geog class today.

Tags replied:
ShiQiu: YES i am patrotic haha, like the angmoh guy in 女王本色 " I love singapore!"
Kelly: LOL I didn't wake up early to report to IMH LA -.-
Eunice: D: *gasp* you were logistic assistant?! LOL I only know you are ASL!!! Hoho:)
NOREEN:D : CRAZY UH?! Why ppl not like you? haha:) Lotsa ppl LIKE you though -.-
Evils: YOU? Haha
Caishan: HELLO!
Tingfang: Hello too:D

WEIRD

2009-08-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

How come the blogger seems so weird -.- It's REEEEALLY weird you know. Okay whatever.

Anw the exco members of BPCO is out! As predicted, HUIMIN'S the new chairman ! hooray ppl! I am so high about that lo. I don't know why haha. Maybe because I know she's gonna be a good leader weeeeeeeee! Le En's the vice chair. Shulei's the person in charge of scores. HAHAHAH:D It's very sudden lo. Alfred just suddenly started reading all the posts at a very FAST speed, we can't even catch up. Jieling's shulei's assistant. INTERESTING eh? Shulei seemed damn nervous and stress about this. She was so scaed she won't do a good job. ha:) Rachel is our logistics manager. LOL. We don't even know what the hell was that. Heard that she is in charge of the chairs and stuffs. Oh GREAT. Strings SL is Qingxi. ASL is ruizhi. -.- LEILEI is the tanbo section leader. LOL. she seems so paiseh over it la. Haha:) I also don't know why she so shy. Oh wells. Huiping's the tenor SL, Jeryl ASL.

And you may wonder what's my job. oh i got a GREAT position: Events manager. All thanks to my enthusiasm. Ewww. I don't even know what i should do, despite Hazel's explanation. It's IRONY. Nor, IRONY EH? -.- Haiy. So my job is to plan acitvites and stuff, something like head of functions. Oh what. should we sing bday songs uh? lol. Yea. maybe i've got to search for any concerts for the whole co to go and see. CO OUTING! Weeee. That would be good too! Haha:) Maybe I still have to plan for each section's outing. Ok this is CRAZY. Oh wells. What can you expect? :D

EMO -.-

2009-07-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

If we don't change the direction that we are headed,we will end up where we are going.

Things have not been going MY way. They are occuring the way I didn't want them to. Been emo-ing like very randomly at very random times.

Some ppl just want to be leaders 'cause they're attention-seeking. They thought they can lead well, when, well, they don't. They just follow ppl's nonsensical, illogical ideas blindly. They don't use their experience tp think and plan. They never ven thought of learning from our previous mistakes. How GREAT! So once again I'm going to isolate myself and watch them lose. 当局者迷，旁观者清。 I am going to be the audience eh? They just got stuck in their cravings for attention. Ha! I would be surprised if they win. VERY SURPRISED!

School life seems so 勾心斗角，that family life is the only I can rely on,
acting so myself, feeling so myself. :l

世界上有一种最美的声音，那就是母亲的呼唤。母爱往往是激发我们上进的最强大力量

2009-07-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

世界上有一种最美的声音，那就是母亲的呼唤。母爱往往是激发我们上进的最强大力量

回想起那一刻，
当我看见他们时，
我的反应很慢。
最后想通了的时候，
整颗心都凉了。
也许还没有做好心理准备，
不管怎么样，
现在想到那一幕，
还是会失望。
原来失望的滋味是如此。
最惨的是，我的失败，是在于自己没有资格。

Aww, suddenly so emo:X LOL oh wells.. life can be unpredictable and predictable at the same time can't it?
I shouldn't have let my hopes wander of and become greedy. Oh crap.

P.S. I haven't Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. GREAT. To think that I am a great fan of Harry Potter!

** TWILIGHT IS MY NEW CRAZE! :D <3<3

幸好，我天生性反应迟钝。

2009-07-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

幸好，我天生性反应迟钝。

How long have I not been here?? Well, you can say I've lost interest in blogging. Or rather, there's practically nothing for me to blog.

I've been feeling guilty for misunderstanding one of my good friends. Honestly I don't intend to tell so many ppl about it, but because of some reason quite a number of ppl know. And end up it seems that it's all a misunderstanding. Oh GREAT! I guess I'll have to let those ppl who know know that she doesn't mean what she said, or something like that. Haiy. Jorin Ng been going so crazy and reckless eh.

Tmr's cheering comp. Somehow just make miss Frontiers. I kept recalling our last cheer. The cheering comp finals one. NICE. And I still can't believe we are so dumbly cute to forget to video it. Haiy. ANW, FRONTIERS! GDLK for cheering comp tmr eh, no matter which class you are from. :D GDLKGDLK.

And about the "it's all over alr, it's all over" blabla. That one should be a misunderstanding. -.- Sorraye.

FIVE tests tmr, OH GREAT. And I haven't even studied finish my GEOG. URGH! taoyan~

再小的角色也有可能变成主角，哪怕你连一句台词也没有

2009-06-28T09:16:00.002+08:00

再小的角色也有可能变成主角，哪怕你连一句台词也没有

HEYYY peepo-s! School gonna start tmr. EXCITED?!?! Yea, I know you won't. Aww. But surprisingly I am QUITE. Haha:) I guess it's because I'll be able to see all my Frontiers friend tmr!

Despite H1N1 uh, school still gonna starts tmr for SOME of us. Apparently many of the scholars don't have to go school tmr, esp Indo scholars. They must be very happy lor! And excited! And whatever. Haiy. One extra holiday for them. Why not for me? :(

CCA gonna stop next week. They already stopped it this week. Next week also don't have D: EXTREME DISAPPOINTMENT I tell you. Don't understand why ppl hate going to CCA. -.- CO is fun ain't it?! Haiy. Saded.

So, sch gonna starts tmr, get ready to be tortured! This term will go past very fast. D:

Tags replied:
Shulei: ?
Noreen: Ha:) Nice eh?
Shiqiu: LOL.
Eunice: I don't think you know them neh.
Jiaying: Lol glad to know that:D
QiuJin: RELINKED :D

一段被看好的爱情，最后酿成悲剧

2009-06-19T23:42:00.002+08:00

一段被看好的爱情，最后酿成悲剧

You know what? I didn't even realise that THEY admitted to me that they are together. Lol lol until like a few minutes ago. Zomgg. Can't believe it. Ha:) But it's all over now. Haiy.

And I realise how bad I used to be. The way I chatted with ppl. It's a surprise that they can tolerate me and don't hate me :X

青春期的迷惑与压抑每个人都会敬礼，关键是要给它们找个合理的出口

2009-06-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

青春期的迷惑与压抑每个人都会敬礼，关键是要给它们找个合理的出口

I hate homework. Can you imagine?!?! Getting so stressed up during the holidays. I would feel much better without the BIO ORAL EXAM. How NICE of our bio teachers to think of this lol. -.- In the end we still have to mug for it. Zzz. Haiy. Am very nervous about it you know. Three (or two) examiners sey. Gotta study for it.. but still got so much homework waiting for me to do.. Grrr. Wonder how's others' progress. Guess they are much better off than me. Haiy. I still left alot. -.- Taoyan.

Anw, life's been all about homework since I came back from Genting. Although I did watch some shows lurhhs, but it seems that my purpose for living nowadays is to do homework lol. Hope I'll be able to finish my homework on time.

Cheering comp approaching. LOL. No comment I would say.

Politics in our class. I think.

Tags replied:
Jiaying: ??? Anw what's so hilarious?
Eunice: You go where?? What's SG? Lol.
Noreen: Haha, I didn't know you like cyclone. But YEA IT ROCKS LIKE HEAVEN!!!
Lynn: Lame shit la you. Anw are you going yeye house next week?

Agrees to Jiaying that: 东方之珠 rocks.

在自己的心里为自己竖立起一面飘扬的旗帜，让自己拥有正确的方向和目标

2009-06-18T10:23:00.004+08:00

在自己的心里为自己竖立起一面飘扬的旗帜，让自己拥有正确的方向和目标

Oooh. These holidays(or like shulei said: Hellidays) are no fun, except the days when I went Genting! :D Weee. Right after that aww you can say it's like hell. Homework load is too heavy for Jorin Ng.

Anw, just pop in to tell ya, I love ShuLei's blog. Don't ask me why, for some reason I just love it. Maybe because of the way she blogged. Maybe of the blogskin. Maybe of the "message of the day" at the end of every post. Maybe of the chim words she used. I just love it. There's no tagboard or I'll be able to tag her! Ha:) Lame. Anyway, just visit!

http://ugly-has-a-duckling.blogspot.com/

原来时间能把友情冲淡

2009-06-11T13:18:00.008+08:00

原来时间能把友情冲淡

Wooo, YO peepo! I am BACK, since this Monday! Genting is super duper FUN I would say. All those thrilling rides! WOOO. The thought of them make me so ever excited! :D But then, IT'S OVER. Boohoo! Back to the homeworkhomework homework, hot weather hot weather hot weather life. I've got used to Genting's weather that sometimes I have this crazy thought that there would be fog and cold wind coming in. -.-

Anw, I didn't take any pictures. Jorin Ng was too busy you can say. We are like rushing to play all the rides. Okay la, end up we didn't play all the rides, but only those thrilling rides. We wanted to play them again and again and again, but aiyaya too many ppl there. SO crapshit neh.

Don't worry la, I've googled some pics to let you sort of know how those thrilling rides look like. :D

We were lucky that the first few days @ Genting was quite windy 'cause there's a big cloud covering the whole place so yea, mainly it's cold and got loads of fog. So damn cold that you couldn't stand it (but I can!:D) There isn't much thrilling rides in Genting. In fact, the thrilling rides aren't that thrilling at all. :l One example is below.

Yes, Pirate Train. It's something like the haunted house thingy, just that you don't walk in, you sit on a car(?) or something like that. It will automatically move, but IT'S NOT SCARY. My cousins and I went to ride this very enthusiastically. We were perverts you know, can't wait to get ourselves scared till die. -.- But disappointingly, it's not scary lo. THey just got fake skeletons and bla then they will move a little and makes weird noises. Actually most of my cousins were too scared too look or peek at them, but then Lydia, who is partner with me, isn't scared. Both of us just sit there, then look here look there and see those lame stuff, mumbling "Wth" almost all the times. -.- My brother tried to be funny and sang "London Bridge is falling down" throughout the ride. He sang it real loud -.- Haiy.

Wooo. This is one of our favourite. We got like around 10 ppl. Sometimes 9, sometimes 11 or 12/13. Then they sometimes have 13 bumper cars, or 16. Something like that. So we owned lor since one round contains most of us. Those "extra" ppl were sort of outcasted -.- we kept banging cousins but them. So they were quite bored ;P For us, it's very fun!! Got one round my cousin hit me first, and started shouting to my cousins to hit that cousin, and well he was bumped by lotsa ppl. Woohoo. Bumper car is fun. :D

Woo. This one. Depends on your weight. It moves by itself one. Quite fast. The heavier you are, the faster you go. So the speed isn't very fast to me. Ha:)

Ooh. This! Still remember I sat this kind of ride back in Hong Kong 13 times. And my cousin got sick. So this time we only sat it twice. The boat moved too slow la! So quite waste time that's why we only sat two times.:D We didn't really get wet... 'cause we got waterproof jackets! Lihai right! Of course neh. The slopes are too short, if not it will be funner(quoted from Khai's msg).

SPINNER!

I used to like it, but now, nah. Too boring. But very cooling. Quite dizzy though. I sat it once only. My cousins very cute lo. They love it, then when they sat the spinner, they didn't even care to hold on. They looked so relax lurhhs. Haha:)

Flying Coaster

Woo, this is the only thing that I find it reallt thrilling and scary! Got upside down one neh! But because we were lying down, so it's okay. At first when it started, I was too scared to open my eyes, but then after that I opened and found it, actually, FUN. It's fast. Bad thing is, need $$$. Awww.

Flying dragon!

Boringgggg. For us. Just turn here turn there. What can you expect? But cooling:D

ZOMG, CYCLONE!

It is the first roller coaster in Malaysia. Look at the tracks! It is very high and the slopes are very long and steep too. Moves very fast. When you sit it, wahhhhh SHIOK! That's what we think la. Alot of ppl, in fact, only adults found this ride to be scary. Ha:) We kids were so excited and enthu when we sat this lo. Got camera @ the first slope. At first we didn't care about it. Then after that we started telling each other to make stupid faces when we went down. Can you imagine? Not holding on to anything when the roller coaster is speeding down the slopes so fast. Oh well I don't have to imagine. we did just that! So fun neh! The feeling was so shiok when we went down. Ahhhh, love it!:D

Rolling Thunder Mine Train

Ahhh, this. Wasn't as fun as Hong Kong's but acceptable. It goes quite fast and got one slope. If you are scared, sit at the first few seats. No feeling one,esp when you go down the slope. We always snatch for the last seat, 'cause it's the "funnest"! When you go down, WHOA!:D Love it! Guess we rode this the most!:D

This is one of the tracks. Ha:)

While in Genting, I received msgs about class outings/bbqs. -.- Whoa. Got T2 one, got Frontiers. Oooh, Frontiers! Genting separates the outdoor theme park into three lands. Then got one land called Frontier Land neh! Flying Coaster lies within the Frontier Land. And I saw a couple of cars got the name Frontier at the back. Woo, it's sort of the name of the car ba. So cool uh?

Tags replied:

HuiMin: Ha:) Thanks.

Shiqiu: Yea, I had fun:D

ShuLei: LOLs SHULEI.

Edmund: Yea, must come back ah.:)

想起自己喜欢的自己，想做自己喜欢的自己

2009-06-02T20:39:00.002+08:00

想起自己喜欢的自己，想做自己喜欢的自己

Don't know what's wrong with me, for wasting about one hour just to find one sentence, only to realise that I wrote it in my diary years ago. Waste my time -.-

Feeling so random now. Will be gone in TWO days' time ppl! Don't miss me uh! Esp Maria! I know you will. :D

童年时被烙印下的负面情感，是难以简单地用时间的橡皮轻易地擦去

2009-06-02T17:27:00.003+08:00

童年时被烙印下的负面情感，是难以简单地用时间的橡皮轻易地擦去

One platoon! Ha:)

Sometimes I think it's best to put everything behind and let it remain its beauty.

2009-05-29T15:53:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I think it's best to put everything behind and let it remain its greatness.

You know what? I am the only one staying back cleaning the classroom ytd. Was pissed with my own class. Nobody volunteers to help and end up I have to ask JieLing to help me -.- How "great" is my class uh? So while doing the duty, I was practically thinking about how great my class is and comparing it with Frontiers. IN THE END, LeiLei saw me sweeping the floor and volunteered to help me. I rejected;P And then Benjamin saw me and volunteered too. I rejected again. But he STILL help. He went to borrow the broom from T1 and helped me sweep. Whoa. SURPRISINGLY. XinKai helped too. Ha:) Should thank them uh. :D

And my conclusion is: maybe my class isn't that bad at all.

tmr got cheering comp practice. Sian. Good thing is, am not the cheerleader anymore. Most probably Kelly and Felicia ba. No comment.

the ppl sitting around me love to use the F word. T.T

can't help hating/disliking tomorrow. don't know why. Haiy:(

Tags replied:
pm frog: LOL yea i did try to help you say hi to everyone:D
Candice: nothing..
Eunice: lol only miss me alittle?:(
Edmund: Oh well..
Lynn: LOL swine flu swine flu swine flu. Zz.
Khai: YEA. You so clever know what I am talking about? Ha:)

Discipline is doing things that you don't like but will benefit you eventually. --- Froggy

2009-05-24T09:41:00.005+08:00

Discipline is doing things that you don't like but will benefit you eventually. --- Froggy

Can't believe that the camp is so fun and unforgettable. Thought I would hate hate hate it:X During the graduation ceremony what he told me was unexpected. A good P.M. he was, Froggy. A very good P.M. Taught us lots of stuff. :)

Will never forget you, Froggy:)

Haiy:(

2009-05-18T16:49:00.004+08:00

Haiy:(

【请认真阅读、并如实回答】

1. 你从谁那被点名？

答：佳颖

2. 放弃的可不可以再拥有？

答：不知道

3.有次机会给你, 一是让你看到你爱的人死去,二是让他（她）背叛你.

答: 背叛吧。

4. 是不是每天都过的很没意思 ?

答：还好啦，就这样lor。不错啦。

5. 你爱你的爸爸妈妈吗？

答：废话，当然啦~

6.目前最开心是什么事情？

答：考完试了！可以做自己喜欢做的东西，不用读书！

7 如果朋友让你失望了，你还会和以前一样对待他/她吗?

答：看情况吧。

8.你喜欢雨天么?

答：超喜欢！

9.喜欢谁的歌曲?

答：好听就喜欢，如果真的要讲，飞轮海或S.H.E. 吧！

10. 对自己现在生活得地方满不满意...?

答：不懂，现在挺满意，可是读书的时候。。唉。。

11 最不喜欢什么人和你说对不起?

答：没做对不起我的事的人。E.g. HuiMin

12.你一生中最珍惜的是什么?

答：觉得有必要珍惜的人或物 e.g. family? Friends?

13. 并不喜欢的人跟你告白会怎样 ?

答：问题是没有人要我，哈哈。

14. 最想要的是什么?

答：自己想要的东西。

15. 相信真爱吗?

答：不知道，完全没经验-.-

16. 你最想和谁做朋友?

答：对我好，不会让我感到不舒服，不自在的人。

17 你会为你爱的人付出一切吗?

答：小小年纪，能做什么？(Agree with Jiaying!)

18. 爱和被爱、你选择什么?

答：不懂

19. 心痛的时候想做什么？

答：做能让自己开心的事。

20 早起第一件事情做什么？

答：睁开眼睛（废话！）

21 你现在最想做什么?

答：听歌，睡觉。

22 你有过同时喜欢好几个人吗?

答：有啊，我老爸我老妈我的朋友们… （哈哈，once again agree with Jiaying!)

23 你认为在爱情里有谁对不起谁吗?

答：劈腿的时候吧。

24. 你会和你爱的人一起克服困难吗？

答：应该。。会吧？

25.你是个性格极端的人吗?

答：不知道。

26.你有暴力倾向么？

答：被身边的朋友传染，当然有！

27.你觉得现在的生活好么?

答：不错，不用读书！

28.如果你喜欢的人已经对你没感觉了、你会早点给她/他自由吗？

答：会。

29:如果有天发现自己喜欢的人其实很糟糕还会继续喜欢他＼她吗？

答：不会

30：你爱我不？（嘿嘿.. )

答：何方神圣是“你”啊！（Yes，Jiaying, agree! Ha:))

A.点到名字的先转载该文章，再点修改，要在自己的空间里写下自己的答案. 然后去掉1个你最不喜欢的问题再加上1个你的问题，仍然组成30个问题。再传给其他7个人（好多呀），列出其他7个需要回答问题的人的名字，还要通知对方. 要完成點名者提的問題大家一定要写啊.

Lol, don't bother to change the question, ha:) Who cares la ah. Don't feel tagging ppl to do-.-

Just, disappointed lo. Don't know what to say, don't know how to react. Just, smile and pretend everything's okay. That's all I'll do.

I AM FREEEEEE!

2009-05-17T07:30:00.004+08:00

I AM FREEEEEE!

Been waiting for quite a long time. When I can just relax and do anything I like. :D Read storybooks, use computer, watch TV, anything! My mother can't nag at me anymore! Heh:)

Butbutbut, I felt as if this MYE is the worst MYE I ever had. Seemed so.. tough. Maybe because my burden is very heavy. 心理的包袱很重很重. I also don't know why. Maybe I haven't really get used to sec3 life. I am supposed to prepare myself for tmr you know. As in, prepare myself for receiving bad results. Although I believe I would get very bad marks, haiy, I still hope I'll score well. After all I DID study for MYE.

Did you ppl watch 流星花园花样男子 ytd?!?! Zomg I think it's damn nice, but of the four ppl I think only two are shuai lo. -.- Ha:) I was damn disappointed when the scene where the girl chided the guys is just an imagination. So sad! I wanna see the guys got bashed! :D

Anw, I'll go for now. There nothing more for me to say:D

Tags replied!:
Eunice: JIRO IS CUTE. I think he is cute lo.
RuiZhi: Why orin?
Lynn: Sorry, Swine Flu is not allowed here.
Jade: Relink-ed, i think. Then you try to come back often lo, esp after O levels!
YanPing: Last cheering comp, but don't feel like winning. My class ppl.. haiy.
Edmund: LOLS then you rmb to come back lo:D
Caishan: HELLO! Lol.

When is the next CO practice ah? I scared I still got 恐惧症 leh.

Seniors, gone.

2009-04-25T09:14:00.006+08:00

Seniors, gone.

Dui bu qi 对不起 - Wang zi 王子

The seniors stepped down. But I don't know why. Somehow I feel sad but not sad, unhappy but not unhappy. 感觉很空虚. I don't know why. Sounds so fahrenheit451 uh. Haiy.

SO. They left us. Left us 孤军作战. No more seniors to protect us. We left ourselves. Awwww. The only thing I really feel sad is that Edmund is gone. Know him for more than one year. CO life without him gonna be.. weird I guess. Got so used to his company liao. He's nice, but he's stepped down.

Other seniors also. JieWei.. QiYuen.. KaiTing.. Eunice.
JieWei-- The one who taught me 万泉河之歌.
QiYuen-- Taught me 金蛇狂舞.
KaiTing-- First senior to teach me! Taught me Matsuri.
Eunice-- Taught me 万泉河之歌too!
And now they're gone too. Urgh. Life's so miserable.

Cheering competition approaching. We haven't discussed anything, except that we have decided who the Cheerleaders are. Great. THEY want one boy one girl. THEY decided on who is the Cheerleaders. And once again THEY tried to be funny, by thinking that their options are funny. I not too sure who's the guy. But I know who's the girl. WHO ELSE but the loud, noisy, crappy, amplifier girl in T2? Yes, bingo, that's me.

So apparently there's this one person who started saying "Jorin", and ppl followed. I would rather keep my mouth shut. The "girl-next-door" apparently wanted to sabo me too, but she knows too much to do that. Haiy. Pathetic.

Just make me miss Frontiers even more. :(

Tags replied:
Bochao: Haha:) Yea. :D But still, I can't help feeling guilty. Got 恐惧症 leh, how?:(
Edmund: Thank you got tagging so much haha:) Yea, you'll be my role model then. :)
JieWei: But I can't help feeling guilty.
Jason: LOL JASON.
Jay: I guess I am back to myself again :)
Regina: Ha:) I'll jiayou :D
Tingfang: :) Yea, I'll try.
Lynn: The pictures also nice what. It's the nicest of the nicest man!:D
Eunice: Don't have to say anything:)
Shiqiu: Ha thanks!

WHAT IF, I really change place. Or Noreen, or Hestia? Then DIE. I don't want! NO, please, no.

My first and last SYF.

2009-04-20T15:31:00.005+08:00

My first and last SYF.

At first, the chance of us getting Gold is neutral. WE MAY get Gold. Everything seems to be great. Gone so smoothly. Our future seemed possible to get related to a certain Gold, until that moment. That sickening moment. That moment when we stepped into the stage. OH GREAT. I wonder WHY they want to put the stands there. So they dropped with loud clank on the floor. People were watching us. And we continued making mistakes. GREAT. Everything just went wrong. As if we didn't practise enough. Or rather we just learnt to play the songs a minute ago.

We tried our best, I can see, to play our best. Blame it on our luck I guess. Everything just went wrong, and IT ISN'T OUR FAULT. DiZi dropped on the floor. SO? You can't stopped a horizontally lying "cylindicular" object from rolling down can you? Of course you can, if you have extra hands. But no we don't. So don't blame her. And a certain person can't play her instrument. SOMEHOW. I figure it's because her instrument got problem, and it happen to be her solo part. YOU CAN'T BLAME HER if it's her instrument's fault, can you? And then my section. STRINGS. Maybe we broke record for making so many mistakes. FOUR mistakes from Strings section I heard. Somebody started playing early @ Song of Cicada. Oh how great. If it's other ppl I may forgive or understand them uh, but this particular person... SORRY I can't. She got attitude problem. Aiya, don't wanna talk about her.

AND THEN THERE'S ME. Just for this last note. We got to pull out our bow. And somehow the bow of my Erhu got stuck, so there the sound/note is released. GREAT. How great. A particular senior looked at me. She know I made that. It's all my fault. I am just so suay, am I not? I panicked. My heart sank. SO. Something suay did happen to me.

Life's unfair I guess. How come my bow got stuck and made the stupid sound when I've been really careful, very careful to make sure I don't make the same mistake like the practice when Mr Lee came. But STILL it happened. I am speechless I guess. I don't know what's wrong with the world. I only can blame luck. This time it's different. I didn't PLAY it out. I accidentally made that, pathetically WHEN I'M SO CAREFUL ALR. Great. The feeling's bad when you heard ppl saying that I made that mistake, behind my back. Made me feel even more guilty. Even more sad. Even more disappointed with myself.

We have the chance to get Gold you know. But I don't understand why we are so suay to make so many unforgivable/unexpected mistakes. WHY? WHY? Haiy, if only miracles can happen. How I wish they can. But ShuLei's "Miracles don't happen. If they do, the world wouldn't be like that" makes me totally gave up the hope of getting Gold. It's like the whole school is expecting us to get Gold, but we won't, will we?

People asked me why I looked sad. Of course I do. We don't have the chance to get Gold, and it's partly my fault, so how will I not feel/look sad? NO WAY man! Shittaye. I guess ppl must be looking down on me after learning about my mistake. I am senior, yet I still make mistakes. How great is that? :( People must be thinking I am slacker. Yea, I just don't belong to the world of music, the world of CO.

Heard that Mr Sim don't wanna conduct us anymore. Yea, maybe. He was damn angry with us. :l

Reply tags next time, no mood to do that now.

SYF, awww.

2009-04-17T21:24:00.005+08:00

SYF, awww.

I wish we get Gold. Recently I suddenly feel that we have a low chance of getting Gold for SYF. Maybe because of Mr Chin's words. Maybe because I realise there's still alot of problems when we are playing the songs, which some of them the conductors do not know of. Or perhaps reality just hit me.

I don't know. And I am terribly scared. There's more chance of us getting silver than gold, but I still scared the moment that's going to happen on Monday, when they announce our SYF results. I think that I, or rather we, are in heaven if we really get Gold. It will be so memorable. BUT *touch wood* if we get silver, I just wonder if I will cry. Maybe I will. It all depends on my mood on that day that moment. It all depends.

SO. Choir got Silver. Well, they should look st the bright side 'cause at least they still maintain their standard, since they well have not been 100% prepared. They can do better I guess -.-

I just hope we'll get Gold. I hope my next post title will be Gold, and not Silver. I hope we really get Gold. We've been working hard for this, after all. I hope. Oh god, let us get Gold, please? Pretty pretty please?

We are all in this together :)

Noreen: Wth?! It's NOT nice to leave me alone lor!
Lynn: You kok-eye ah, can't you see the word "Fahrenheit"?!?!
Felicia: LOL Feli what's with the FRONTIERS at the front uh? Anw, THANKS heh heh:) I think we need everyone's wishes! ;P
Geraldine: I can cope. But I am not working hard like what my friends ;P Mid-year coming like urgh! Lol.
Bochao: ahah:) Quite true. :D Jiayou uh.
Edmund: YEA. Nice right the blogskin?:D
Candice: I replied but then you so fast reply me. Not sure when I'll be able to reply. NOT NOW. Haha:)
JiaMin: YO JIAMIN. Hello:D Surprised to see you here! :D

Bad day for me. I was so lonely that I vandalised on my foolscap paper:
Poor Jorin:
Being pangseh-ed by Nor Ng and Hestia.
Made her feel so lonely.

Yea, I so emo lo. I DON'T WANT DON'T WANT DON'T WANT TO CHANGE SEATS! Or my life will become like today. SO emoish and saddening. I'll die man! NO WAY! I don't wanna change don't wanna change.

GREAT DESK PARTNER I HAVE. I got upset when learning that we may change seats next semester, and she still "shoot" me a question: " I thought you don't like to sit with me?" Ouch. What she expects me to say uh? DUH. Haiy.

HELLO!:D

2009-04-09T15:09:00.000+08:00

HELLO:D

Wheeeeee, I changed blogskin! Heh:) Awww come on, don't roll your eyes just because it's Fahrenheit, and in the case of Le En and HuiMin, don't screammmm. Haha:) I like this blogskin. The style that I love. Not only because it's Fahrenheit. Ala, gtg. Date with JieLing and ShuLei haha.

RMB TO RELINK ME!;D

the big mistake.

2009-04-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

A big mistake.

Shit myself. Mr Lee came BPCO to see how's our performance, and I own liao lor, by playing wrong stuff. -.- Howhowhowhowhowhow? Shittaye la, I came in too fast. Got too nervous I guess. I forgot to look at the conductor at that part! :( Haiy, how how how?

Tmr elearn. I 've been looking forward to today, tmr and Good Friday, and of course, the weekend [ Hoho! Hestia!:D]

It seems so long time ago since I update in a proper manner haha. Yesyes I am busy, but not because of schoolwork. Been using the com for other stuff *winks*. Heh:)

I think this post gonna be random lo. Oops! Tmr gonna go out haiy. Date with ShuLei and JieLing[oops noreen!]. :D Hope it's gonna be fun. If not very what leyyy.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO POST ABOUT. ;P In fact, I forgot what I want to post about. Shall I end here? Yea, maybe.

I saw the time 11.11 on tuesday morning. And then ytd night. You said I should miss you at 11.11. And I did. You realised something's wrong didn't you? And YET, I don't know how to "rescue" this whole thing. How long has it been since we last sms? :(

HEY GIRLFRIEND. Sorry for not replying your erm emails. Ha:) Been slacking like heaven. Will reply soon, most probably tmr!:D I hope. xP

BEEN EMO-ING THESE FEW DAYS AND GOT SUPERDUPER UNHAPPY BETWEEN FORM CLASS TILL LIT TODAY. You can say she understands me;at least she knows when I'm in a bad mood and WHY.

'Cause I don't like Zonino. Get it, Jiaying? :S

Tags replied!
Jiaying: UPDATED! Heh heh:)
Jade: HELLO~~, he don't look like a girl for goodness sake. Baddy girl.
Jay: LOL jeryl!:D
Lynn: Nope I am not crazy, yes I like Aaron. He's so shuaiii can.
HuiMin: AGREE.
Shiqiu: Lols big meh?
Bochao: No update not because of busy laaa. *wink*
Eunice: See alr. Nice uh. :D
Hmm: -.- ... Moningka!:P
Candice: LOLS LOLS LOLS. Sorry for not replying your email for so long;P

It's not good, to sit between two ppl who like to disagree what you said, or rather, have opposing opinions towards stuff.
It's not good, to sit between two ppl who have the same cca as each other but different cca from you. GREAT. Pangseh me on next Friday. Nice. Leave me all alone. DIE.
i'll never be able to pangseh them man. They've got each other and heyheyhey that's unfair, for MISS JORIN NG.
AND YET i AM ENJOYING THEIR COMPANY.

Darren is funny. He's not a bad guy, or that's what I thought. Ha:)

Aaron 很帅!

2009-04-03T21:34:00.005+08:00

Aaron 很帅!

I think so very very much. Haha:) Random~~ Been getting crazy over him. Noreen + Hestia 'd been listening to me say about the title this whole week. Poor desk partners of mine.

Ji Mo Bao Zou (FULL CD Version) - (Fahrenheit) Fei Lun Hai

She's got new friends; she'd forgotten all about Frontiers and what she'd said.

2009-03-27T19:27:00.008+08:00

She's got new friends; she'd forgotten all about Frontiers and what she'd said.

Matsuri encore - 馬西嶺華樂團 - Marsiling Chinese Orchestra

BPCO ppl listen to the above! 好怀念 orh! Let's ask the CO ppl to practise this song again later this year! I LOVE IT:DDD

Since that day when everybody started saying about her, I am getting annoyed + irritating with her, although i didn't show it. Betrayer, I would call her. :S Although ppl who got accused by her aren't angry at her now, but I still am angry with her. She's too much! Fancy accusing other ppl when she doesn't have any clues. Haiy. So ever surprisingly, she was the FIRST to break our o1 Frontiers spirit. Shit her.

Napfa today. I know I can run faster. Everyone started running way too fast, and I am not dumb to follow their speed. So I was the last ppl at the beginning, then I tried to catch up. I ran quite fast you know, but other ppl had ran too fast at the beginning, so I can't catch up:( Hestia got a stomachache, and she insisted on running, 'cause she wanna get it over today. She ran quite fast you know, near the end then I managed to catch up with her leyy. And I pulled her, pushed her, did whatever I can to make sure she finished the run, before my eyes. And she did, after my much nagging and complaints and scolding and encouraging and what have you. THE THING IS, she had asthma while I was forcing her to run and I DIDN'T KNOW. Poor girl, so she was forced to run with her asthma. -.- Shit myself ;P How stupid can both of us be? But at least she finished the run; and she passed. :D Good uh.

FIRST time ever I only left one homework for my weekend, as to now, FINISHED ALL. Like finally got one Friday I can finish all my homework; heh:) Butbutbut there's still tests and revisions for me to do. I'll start doing tmr, haiy. I wanna finish my Da Vinci Code first:D

She came back today because of the FREE tuition thingy. I met her. Yet I didn't want her to hug me. I had the run today and I didn't get to bath, get it?

She came back today because of the FREE tuition thingy. I didn't meet her. She said she would come early to see us but she didn't. We didn't get to talk, I mean really sit down and talk, for weeks. And I really really wonder what's going to happen to us? :(

Candice: NO! I like the beginning too! Heh:) Saw you today~
Eunice: My bro is irritating and childish one lo! ;P

去活.blogspot.com

你别担心 我不怕一个人站在雨里

话能说上一整天 没有秘密不用隐瞒

The unexpected class spirit

Blessed

Talk about existence

等一个固执的如果

Inter-house games

Change is inevitable

And I will miss you like a child misses their blanket

Things aren't the same anymore.

当 我和世界不一样 那就让我不一样

Personality tests

Trying hard to get over with everything.

:(

我以为我放得下

豁然开朗 人生开阔

我需要一个温暖且真心的拥抱

Life is like a multiple choice question. Sometimes, the choices confuse you, not the question itself

If you tell yourself you feel fine, you will.

It is the things you cannot see coming that are strong enough to kill you.

Where I belong ♥

我像一颗失去闪耀光芒的星星，努力的挣扎

人若软弱就是自己最大的敌人

HEES:D

不论你在什么时候开始，重要的是开始之后就不要停止。不论你在什么时候结束，重要的是结束之后就不要悔恨

只要有信心，人永远不会挫败

当一个人真正觉悟的一刻，他放弃追寻外在世界的财富，而开始追寻他内心世界的真正财富

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，也小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳

真正的爱，应该超越生命的长度、心灵的宽度、灵魂的深度

有了爱的语言，所有的文字都是乏味的

青春一经典当即永不再赎

年轻是我们唯一拥有权利去编织梦想的时光

人的价值，在遭受诱惑的一瞬间被决定

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界

贪婪是最真实的贫穷，满足是最真实的财富

飞轮海 Super Hot CF

获得幸福的不二法门是珍视你所拥有的，遗忘你所没有的

愚者用肉体监视心灵，智者用心灵监视肉体

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

Going Genting !!

生活若剥去理想，梦想，幻想，那生命便只是一堆空架子

明天的希望，让我们忘了今天的痛苦

生活中若没有朋友，就像生活中没有阳光一样

生气是拿别人做错的事来惩罚自己

每天告诉自己，“我真的很不错”

突然感觉你好遥远

选择做自己，一是一种成就

世间得与失，本来就无绝对

明明身在其中却仿佛置身事外

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS - SINGAPORE

Aww crap.

我已经习惯，活在别人读不懂的耐人寻味中

祝：有情人终成眷属

人不在，情不移

不说明就不懂的事，也就是怎么说明都不会懂的事

躺着看天空，因为眼泪不会掉下来

Australia!

BYE.

A real friend isn't capable of feeling sorry for you.

People think they know what they're getting, ad they're always wrong.

很安靜

When you only have a hammer, everything looks like a nail.

Sometimes to get what you want the most, you have to do what you want the least.

I am a big big girl in a big big world

Don't think you can say something that makes this all right, because you can't

Things don't get lost if they don't have value

苹果，好吃的话，其实一颗就够了

There are microscopic clues, like fingerprints, that stay invisible unless you know how to look for them

You can't exist in this world without leaving a piece of yourself behind

If two ppl have the same secret, it's not a secret anymore.

It's not that I am tired, I just let myself fall away from hardworking

Happiness wasn't just what you reported; it was also how you chose to remember

If you hope, get ready for disappointment

ZOMG.

WEIRD

EMO -.-

世界上有一种最美的声音，那就是母亲的呼唤。母爱往往是激发我们上进的最强大力量

幸好，我天生性反应迟钝。

再小的角色也有可能变成主角，哪怕你连一句台词也没有

你别担心我不怕一个人站在雨里

话能说上一整天没有秘密不用隐瞒

当我和世界不一样那就让我不一样

豁然开朗人生开阔